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Wednesday, October 28, 2009
4:07 PM
blazers performance was great! although lots still need to be improved. :D but anw, all stunts up! which is really really good considering we only have an average of 6 trainings to prepare for the WHOLE performance. it's really an achievement! GO BLAZERS! *hearts* lunch at pasta mania with daniel, faezah, khai, rynne and michelle was epic fun! me faezah and michelle bought kids meal cos we figured we wouldnt want to eat too full to let our tummy burst out. :D then aft khai finished he played with his food and came up with this "artistic work". guess if you can see what it is? :D
anw, have been feeling unwell for the past few days. which is really upseting cos i missed out on alot of stuff.
1. training
2. my first htm marketing tutorial (omgimscrewed)
3. jap and french lect
4. comm skills (i think my grp members are gonna create havoc w/o me around)
5. TOFU SAO'S BDAY CELEBRATION ): ): ):
today went to see doctor again to take another mc for today. went yesterday alr actually but he only gave me one day of mc. but this morning woke up and felt really horrible so i took another day off. and i got two new medications. so WOW. now i have a total of 6 medications, out of which 4 are for my stomach. -.- fantastic. just awesome.
this is a picture taken of the number of pills i have to take JUST FOR MY TUMMY. the new medications that i got today are not added yet.
on a side note, the festival/celebration i went for on monday was awesomely cool! even though it was tiring. it's to celebrate 九皇爷圣诞. which means it's his birthday. so there were like 花车 and lion and dragon dance performances. and there was this cool military band made up of senior citizens! even thought their marching is not up to standard and is kinda slow, but their playing of the instruments is still awesomely good! i was really amazed. here are some pictures from the whole event(:
one of the 轿子that is used to carry 九皇爷.
up close! abit blur lol.
a boat carrying devotees' well-wishes(:
the boat was burnt up.
im not very sure of the procedures and what is the significance of each procedure, but im sure i'll get to know them and learn slowly if i attend it every year and research on it. (: i really miss the festival. it's been such a long time since i've been to one. i used to go for the festival when i was young and my dad would bring me there to see all the cool stuff. a pity that he doesnt do such stuff anymore...
anw, here's a photo of me and darling! it's been so long since i last took a photo with him. -.- the last time was hakuouki photoshoot which was in july. wth. -.- so long right. we camwhored in the bus cos we kept thinking that the photos are ugly. this was taken using my phone. it's one of the nicer pics. there are other pics in his cam. but not uploaded yet. haha! i'll post here when they're uploaded. (: including snapshots of blazers from the performance! :DD
i love you!
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Monday, October 12, 2009
2:54 AM
ahh~ one week more before sch reopens! kind of excited... but kind of not looking forward to it either. i wonder what's going to happen to me this coming sem... cheer training is gonna be stepped up cos of nationals and upcoming performances, projects as usual, and to top it all off... i have cds. and the thing is that im under the cert prog, meaning im taking 4 cds, 1 more than normal students... which means i'll be even more stressed. argh. kami-sama, tatsukete kudasai~~ T__T
on a side note, im in nationals! surprisingly. but im really sad that best buddy is not in. thanks to evil stepmother of modern days. this is like male version cinderella gosh. best buddy, i hope you're back for training soon. everyone misses you... come back soon! and the fact that im in nationals means i cant miss trainings as often during sch sem anymore. i seriously hope i can find the time to cope with schoolwork, cheer, cosplay and work. :/ sounds really hard to me.
well, if i can manage to pull off that STB scholarship i've been aiming then it solves the work part. i mean, $500 per month is enough to keep me alive. but the implications that comes along with it are quite serious... things that i must sacrifice at times... and the effort that i need to commit. sigh. why am i in such a dilemma.
i need to start sleeping early too! shit man. sleeping at 3 - 4 am is a really bad habit! i need to slowly change my body clock back to school hours if not im gonna be dead meat! blazers camp's crazy hours didnt seem to help improve my sleep late wake up late habit. sighs. talking about habits... i think i really need to change some of my bad habits. it's really tough cos i've tried, and somehow the same issue just slips out of my mind at a certain point of time. so now i got to really remind myself to change my ways, or else everything's gonna turn into a disaster. i dont want that. i'd rather die than to see that end. if the only thing, or rather, person, that's keeping me alive is being removed from my life, i'll just wither away and die... but this is not a suicide note yet so dont worry. (: everything's fine now.
I REALLY WANT TO GO FOR THE i love anisong CONCERT! because because, hatsune miku is gonna have her debut concert in singapore! although she is just a virtual character and may appear on stage being just a hologram... I STILL WANNA SEE HER AND LISTEN TO HER! but tickets are so darn expensive. $188 for both days! i mean like, if you want to go for the concert might as well buy the two-day one cos there's may'n on day 2 and miku on day 1. but im broke. i need to pay for my comic fiesta trip (which has been reduced to a pathetic number of 6 ppl going now), my bleach costume and wig, my dream nds lite, my konapun toy... what is there leftover for me to go and watch miku? ): sigh. i really hope money comes to me soon so i can get my ds. i really want to play harvest moon on a ds like right now. rawr.
enough of rants i guess. i want to see darling tmr. so i guess i'll be going over. (: i love you my darling. :DD kk i shall go and watch animes and stone until i fall asleep now... shall blog again soon...
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Saturday, October 10, 2009
1:09 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASH!~~ <3
my blog's not dead okay geok! see, im updating it now. :D
cheer camp was on 1st and 2nd oct, it was fun! but super tiring. i shall give a short summary on the camp. (: day 1 begin with cleaning of mats, then some bonding games, which were really funny. then it was lunch, and then stunts! in between we had some discussions for our mini routine competition in our groups. then it was dinner, more stunts, and practice for our mini routine. then it was night time dota with the guys and i got pwned badly. but it was hilarious! nice game. (: i need to train more so that i can play with them again. playing with others really is a big difference compared to playing with the computer/AI. day 2 started off with a 4km plus jog around bedok reservoir. my knee was hurting so badly i couldnt run too fast so i jogged behind at a leisure pace with geok, favian and terence. the uphill was -.-" then we crawled back to sch for breakfast, and it was more discussions after that. coach came and it was stunts, coach left and we practised for our routine until it was 6pm plus. then came the time to perform. team 2 did well! *claps* our team screwed up majorly cos everyone was blur-ing. haha. and we didnt have a full video cos nobody managed to take a full video! sighs. but overall, camp was really fun! thanks to su hui and larry for preparing the food and drinks! (: and the seniors and exco as well! camp was really enjoyable, although it was kind of tiring and sleepy. haha!
there's a performance coming up and im pretty excited. really hope best buddy can come back and join us in the performance. (: miss you best buddy!
im having a shoot tmr and im majorly freaking out. what if i dont pull off the char well? what if i ran out of poses? im quite sure kei will clobber me. ||OTL anw, i just hope it'll be okay. anw first time shooting with KOKO! *hearts* im sure it'll be epic fun 8D
oh forgot to mention about seoul garden lunch last wk! it was epic. didnt expect to see so many ppl! cos saku brought her MF ppl along. met new ppl! fuzzy! (: she's a really nice person! :DDD twins were quiet as usual. dearies you guys gotta open up more okay! tmr's a chance for you to open up to ppl like ash. :3 gambatte ne! *hugs* and next time guitar hero with us! *imagines bishie twins playing rock guitar* 8DDD haha oops. we'll have fun another day! (: in conclusion, seoul garden was fun but not fulfillng cos they didnt have what i wanted to eat. coffee chicken and teriyaki chicken! RAWR. must go taka next time! ^^
that's all for now. im waiting for wed to come so i can blog about the k session with blazers! (:
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Saturday, September 26, 2009
3:21 AM
haha i was watching pretty cure episode 1 and came across this scene. it's like damn funny pls! look at the equation. the teacher in the picture is like asking one student to solve this. why dont you try solving?
it's so lame. it cannot be solved! HAHAHA.
anw, i just decided to watch pretty cure cos i remember watching it when i was little. okay not very little. like a few years ago. although it's lame but i like it still. maybe cos of mepple. i have a mepple soft toy! :D okay i shall not continue ranting. i just decided to post this up because it's funny.
anw gynamstics today wasnt very productive but it's fun. :D at least tried back tuck again twice! abit unsuccessful but i shall try again next time! :DD and learnt the basics for front walkover. going to be successful soon! about 3/4 there alr. haha! just need to know how to land in the bridge position after hand stand. ^^ that's all for today i think. oh yeah and jumping on a gigantic trampoline is damn fun! but it can hurt when you fall. haha. yup that's all! :DD
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Friday, September 25, 2009
2:47 AM
training was fun today but also quite solemn as well, cos of the 2 hours thrashing session. but all was good! hope after clearing up all the misunderstandings we will be able to work together better and grow closer. ^^ today didnt do much cos of the thrashing session, so ended up doing 1 hour worth of pyramid. the only new thing learnt today was pop up high table top. which is really scary. i tried three times in total but failed the first two times. FELL LIKE CRAP. first time fell backwards, second time fell forwards. but both falls werent caught on video. :DD and weikee is sad because she couldnt capture my falls in time. -.- highly sadistic! but i would've like to see my forward fall though. they said it was damn nice and looked like a layout but it's a FREAKING FALL FROM A STUNT lol. haha. :D but too bad no videos. maybe i should try layout at gymnastics tmr. :D LOL KIDDING. that's mission impossible at least until i complete back tuck. or at least gather the courage to try back tuck. :D anw, you can always watch the successful video of my pop up high table top at http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=141301417527, haha. i cant say it's the best and it looks damn ugly but still, am quite proud it was a success in a way that i stayed on top of the stunt for a few seconds lol. :D enjoy! ^^
P.S meeting engracia and jing tmr! SO HAPPY. and they get to meet each other hahahahaha. :D
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Wednesday, September 23, 2009
3:13 AM
everytime after working at a food fair, i would think about this: how do freaking parents teach and discipline their kids nowadays? they have freaking no manners or self-conciousness you know. so irritating! they want samples, they reach into your counter and grab your sampling cups by the bunch, and wave the cups in your face to ask for samples. like what?! are you begging or something for goodness sake. seriously! they have no issue of respect here. so you think what, promoters are there to serve you like you're royalty? oh please. wake up from your ideas man, parents of obnoxious kids. we are there for the sole purpose of introducing our products to you, and to facilitate the transaction of money and goods. we are NOT there to serve and please your kids just so you'd get a small bottle of drink that the amount that we earn is practically insignificant. some parents are the best i swear. when you leave your bottle of sample on the table, turning your back to get their change, they reach in and grab the whole bottle and fill up all the sampling cups of their kids and grandmas and grandpas to the top, leaving only half the bottle after the whole round. and they put it back onto the table without saying even a slightest 'thank you' to you after consuming more than half a bottle or your freaking sample. seriously, i have no idea what singaporean parents are turning their children into. sample-detecting freaks? the kids just go anywhere where there's samples. and they wont budge until you give them a cup of sample. some are even worse, they dont even leave until they've had their fill. when you dont pour for them, they start asking you 'can i have more sample?' or 'can i have more? just now not enough.' i mean like, what? dont you feel paiseh asking for so much samples? do you not have shame? and you didnt even ask your mum or dad or whoever to buy after you drink so much. it's annoying. and the thing is that as a promoter, i cant say no to anyone who wants to try a sample. i cant stop them. but i swear the kiasu-ness of singaporeans is really getting to me.
so parents, please, do not teach your kids the wrong things! dont ask them to go around and beg for samples, it just makes you and your kids look pathetic for goodness sake. we should have a good culture and dont bring disgrace to our country. only sample when you are interested. not just take and go just because it's free! -.-
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Friday, September 18, 2009
1:57 AM
hmmm havent been blogging for quite some time... i ought to, since it's holidays now. haha... anyway, many things have happened ever since my unfortunate birthday, but i'll just update on the few important ones. ^^ i think it's gonna be a really long post so dont continue if you dont have the stamina. :D
11sept'09
Chuan hui's birthday celebration! had it at timo's house cos it rained, and ruined our supposed picnic plan at pasir ris park. so we made super last minute arrangements here and there and everyone rushed to try and make it a decent celebration for our birthday girl. turns out quite successful except for the surprise part. cos ch kind of expected timo's house when she went to take bus from orchard with wt. but oh well! hope she enjoyed! we had too much food in the end and my cocktail had more than half the huge bowl left! D: sad. i think it got thrown away by phyllo's mum when i brought it back that day. and it was super disgusting! the thing kept leaking through the ice bag when me timo and ch went to walk walk at marina square after the celebration. and it dripped on my leg like dunno how many times. and it made my slippers sticky. super eeew. i wished i had thrown it away at timo's house. T__T caralyn joined us to walk after she was done with yingen who was working at suntec. ch and timo bought stuff, but i was too broke to shop for anything. haha. and we all left for home at about 9.30 plus. heh~
12sept'09
cds cluster selection day! met michelle at the library to do our cds selection! i was abit late so she had done hers alr. in the end the whole thing only took about 15mins! compared to if you access from home i think it'd take you more than 3 hours to get into the sch network. then after that met raynor best buddy for lunch at east point's 18 chefs! i've been craving that for quite long lol. so met and talked alot of crap! the food took super long to come for some reason. i think half an hour? we were baking in the hot sun cos we were sitting outside. but it was fun anw! it's like so cool to be talking about so many stuff with a best buddy. :D esp cheer stuff! haha. hope we can get into nationals together! :DDD
13sept'09
work at expo. it was epic. cos the human flow was pathetic! maybe cos of the comex show at suntec taking place on the same weekend. D: but what brightened up the dull working hours apart from darling working with me was that bishie twins wei qi and wei yi came to visit! and gave me a super cute stitch folder! which im definitely gonna use next sem. XD thanks guys! and their mum gave me and phyllo dumplings! so nice! love you guys! and phyllo treated them juice in return. haha. i hope they like the juice! and hope it suits their healthy fruit juice tastes. :D apart from that, me, auntie esther, auntie doris and darling bought this carton of instant noodles from our neighbour stall. cos 1 carton has 8 packs of 5 packets, and it was cheaper that way. 1 carton's only $12 for 8 packs as compared to 1 pack for $2. and the mee goreng was not bad so we all decided to share and buy two packs each. haha! the brand's ABC from malaysia, try it if you have the chance! i find it so cool that they include keropok inside the noodle packet. :D so special! i prefer myojo's one for taste but this has novelty of the keropok. so i dont mind buying it. ^^
14sept'09
9 months for me and darling! and 15 months for mark and claudia! they're really a funny couple! and i applaud for their love for each other. :D they dont seem to quarrel at all! jealous. haha! but im happy for them anyway. so on that day i went out with darling and his cousins and his cousin's girlfriend. okay mainly andy, dickson and dickson's girlfriend azlin. andy got pangsehed but his gf again, cos she was working and couldnt make it. sigh! i hope to see her soon. i've never met her before! :/ so yeah, we went wild wild wet in the afternoon. bought a bikini at sheer romance cos i didnt have a swim suit. i guess i wont be wearing it much though. see how. :D there's nothing much at www actually, it's only my 2nd time there, but there's really nothing much to do. we pretty much stoned at the children's playground and kept waiting for the giant bucket to pour the water on us. i think we sat there for about 5 rounds of the bucket pouring water down. lol. we had nothing much to do anyway. so yeah. and after that, i felt unwell and didnt go for training. even though i brought all my training gear out. sigh! disappointing. shouldnt have played for so long and caused myself to feel unwell. lol. and btw, the movie aliens in the attic is not nice. it's not worth watching actually. it's a lame show just like hsm. -.-
16sept'09
had dinner at near phyllo's place with some of his relatives. it's the kind of 7th month festival dinners they have with auctions and stuff. it was crazy cos the uncles there were all smoking under the freaking tentage, making the whole place stink like hell. and my poor FOX jacket caught the smell. argh. *pissed off* but anyhow, the dinner was quite nice with the abalone (albeit small) and the kong ba baos! :D the auction was irritating but i was just there to enjoy the food. the guy who's on the stage holding the auction is seriously irritating! he can repeat the amount in hokkien for more than 10 times in a row! so he goes like "$100, $100, $100, $100, $100, $100, $100, $100...." in hokkien. -.-" and those ppl are freaking rich! they can bid for a martell gordon bleu for like what, $3k you know! freaking crazy shit. D: i was stunned. and they paid COLD HARD CASH for goodness sake. it was seriously crazy. those wine alcohol liquor had the highest bids. then those for charity one, only like up to $1k at most only. -.- freaking drunkards/smokers/potential lung cancer patients. -.-" not that im mean to curse but well, you should know how you'll end up like for excessive smoking and drinking. i mean for goodness sake, you just finished smoking a stick and moments later you pop another one into your mouth?! if you dont get lung cancer then i dont know how lung cancer patients kena lung cancer in the first place. -.- enough of those irritating ppl. hur~
17sept'09
training! after a whole wk. haha. finally did my extension liberty again! after so long. thanks larry favian terence. :D wanted to try heel stretch but unfortunately over stretched my right leg during stretching cos bryan-possessed-weikee forced my stiff right leg down. seems like my right leg's knot is still there. D: ahhh i miss daphne! how i wish she could help me step on it to get rid of it for me like she used to. haha! tried mid-tiering today for 2-2-1 and swedish fall shouldersit level. 2-2-1 was okay cos top top was rynne. just that need to remember the techniques more. but swedish fall was a big, epic failure. i just dont have the strength to push geok ghee's leg up! argh. feel weak. rahh. I WANT TO FLY. I CANT BASE. I DONT WANT TO BE STUCK MIDTIER-ING. I WANT TO FLYYYY. hur. that feels... better. lol. i want to go up swedish fall next traininggggg askdlajskdjal. okay nvm. lol. shall stop outburst-ing. haha! choosing nationals team this month end. scary! i want to get in! i hope best buddy and michelle gets in to cos i think they deserve it! ^^ i hope to get in too! dont know what are my chances cos of attendance, but i'll work hard and hope for the best! :D
hmmm seems like a long post. oh well. :D
