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Tuesday, January 11, 2011

11:51 PM

hay thar. im here to rant again. OOOH WHEE~

so life sucks. what's new? i mean, not that i give a shit anymore. im just gonna be the laid back character in my school life from now on. Cs and Ds are fine as long as you give me my cert. who the hell cares about DHL and shit like that? you want my awesome gpa? go on, take it. if you think you can live up to it go ahead. i've never been the sort to aim high and score high anyway. this was all pure coincidence when i was in year 1 okay. I DO NOT WANT THIS. so get the idea you freaks. im not like those who work their asses off just to be up there. for one thing, i dont give a shit about studies. for another, let's just say my brain is too intelligent that i dont need to do shit like that to get to second place yeah?

SO YEAH FUCK THIS SHIT, the presentation for MICE imma just gonna fuck it and not do it. 10% giveaway? yeah i did that when i was in 1.2 for marketing when i forgot to do that bloody peer evaluation. back then it caused me much heartache cos i lost my A thanks to that, but now? HAHA I DONT EVEN FUCKING BOTHER ABOUT As AND SHIT LIKE THAT. so why do i even care so much. if eventually i can get my cert, im willing to even go to year 4 just for that shit. repeat whatever shit i've done this sem. yeah sure fine. different classmates? oh well not like my current classmates treat me like i exist, so what's new? im just gonna be this antisocial kid emo-ing. whatever. seriously.

yeah life, troll me all you want. so you think you got rid of the family problems part for now you can troll me more for school and shit like that right? well let me tell you this. i dont fucking give a damn anymore. as long as i graduate with something higher than 2.0 means i will get my paper. i have a whole 1.55 worth of gpa for you to deduct if you want. GO AHEAD. shit this fuck. pfft.

im gonna be honest and everything. because right now, all i wanna do is to just work and earn money and save. and repay all the debts im owing. this goddamned amount i dont even know where it came from. ugh. and more than half of it is not even mine to begin with! grrr. i wanna earn money now and save for the year-end leisure trip to korea with friends! im really looking forward to it. :/ i feel like marking it on my calender but my SHINee calender is to precious to be drawn on... *stares at onew* dubu im not gonna do anything la stop staring back at me. /delusional yeah so that's what i feel like doing. apparently if i work + study, i've calculated. i cant even earn half the shit i want to save. so imma just gonna fuck school and work whenever i dont have scheduled classes! i dont care about anything else already. assignments and shit are gonna be over soon \o/ internship... ugh. if i dont get a response from launch imma just gonna crawl into a hole and die 10 times over. yeah.

and i think the SSM peer evaluation is a joke. i dont even go for classes. i bet my evaluation will be 0. HAHAHA. oh well.

in short, life sucks. kthxbai.