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Wednesday, October 28, 2009
4:07 PM
blazers performance was great! although lots still need to be improved. :D but anw, all stunts up! which is really really good considering we only have an average of 6 trainings to prepare for the WHOLE performance. it's really an achievement! GO BLAZERS! *hearts* lunch at pasta mania with daniel, faezah, khai, rynne and michelle was epic fun! me faezah and michelle bought kids meal cos we figured we wouldnt want to eat too full to let our tummy burst out. :D then aft khai finished he played with his food and came up with this "artistic work". guess if you can see what it is? :D
anw, have been feeling unwell for the past few days. which is really upseting cos i missed out on alot of stuff.
1. training
2. my first htm marketing tutorial (omgimscrewed)
3. jap and french lect
4. comm skills (i think my grp members are gonna create havoc w/o me around)
5. TOFU SAO'S BDAY CELEBRATION ): ): ):
today went to see doctor again to take another mc for today. went yesterday alr actually but he only gave me one day of mc. but this morning woke up and felt really horrible so i took another day off. and i got two new medications. so WOW. now i have a total of 6 medications, out of which 4 are for my stomach. -.- fantastic. just awesome.
this is a picture taken of the number of pills i have to take JUST FOR MY TUMMY. the new medications that i got today are not added yet.
on a side note, the festival/celebration i went for on monday was awesomely cool! even though it was tiring. it's to celebrate 九皇爷圣诞. which means it's his birthday. so there were like 花车 and lion and dragon dance performances. and there was this cool military band made up of senior citizens! even thought their marching is not up to standard and is kinda slow, but their playing of the instruments is still awesomely good! i was really amazed. here are some pictures from the whole event(:
one of the 轿子that is used to carry 九皇爷.
up close! abit blur lol.
a boat carrying devotees' well-wishes(:
the boat was burnt up.
im not very sure of the procedures and what is the significance of each procedure, but im sure i'll get to know them and learn slowly if i attend it every year and research on it. (: i really miss the festival. it's been such a long time since i've been to one. i used to go for the festival when i was young and my dad would bring me there to see all the cool stuff. a pity that he doesnt do such stuff anymore...
anw, here's a photo of me and darling! it's been so long since i last took a photo with him. -.- the last time was hakuouki photoshoot which was in july. wth. -.- so long right. we camwhored in the bus cos we kept thinking that the photos are ugly. this was taken using my phone. it's one of the nicer pics. there are other pics in his cam. but not uploaded yet. haha! i'll post here when they're uploaded. (: including snapshots of blazers from the performance! :DD
i love you!
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Monday, October 12, 2009
2:54 AM
ahh~ one week more before sch reopens! kind of excited... but kind of not looking forward to it either. i wonder what's going to happen to me this coming sem... cheer training is gonna be stepped up cos of nationals and upcoming performances, projects as usual, and to top it all off... i have cds. and the thing is that im under the cert prog, meaning im taking 4 cds, 1 more than normal students... which means i'll be even more stressed. argh. kami-sama, tatsukete kudasai~~ T__T
on a side note, im in nationals! surprisingly. but im really sad that best buddy is not in. thanks to evil stepmother of modern days. this is like male version cinderella gosh. best buddy, i hope you're back for training soon. everyone misses you... come back soon! and the fact that im in nationals means i cant miss trainings as often during sch sem anymore. i seriously hope i can find the time to cope with schoolwork, cheer, cosplay and work. :/ sounds really hard to me.
well, if i can manage to pull off that STB scholarship i've been aiming then it solves the work part. i mean, $500 per month is enough to keep me alive. but the implications that comes along with it are quite serious... things that i must sacrifice at times... and the effort that i need to commit. sigh. why am i in such a dilemma.
i need to start sleeping early too! shit man. sleeping at 3 - 4 am is a really bad habit! i need to slowly change my body clock back to school hours if not im gonna be dead meat! blazers camp's crazy hours didnt seem to help improve my sleep late wake up late habit. sighs. talking about habits... i think i really need to change some of my bad habits. it's really tough cos i've tried, and somehow the same issue just slips out of my mind at a certain point of time. so now i got to really remind myself to change my ways, or else everything's gonna turn into a disaster. i dont want that. i'd rather die than to see that end. if the only thing, or rather, person, that's keeping me alive is being removed from my life, i'll just wither away and die... but this is not a suicide note yet so dont worry. (: everything's fine now.
I REALLY WANT TO GO FOR THE i love anisong CONCERT! because because, hatsune miku is gonna have her debut concert in singapore! although she is just a virtual character and may appear on stage being just a hologram... I STILL WANNA SEE HER AND LISTEN TO HER! but tickets are so darn expensive. $188 for both days! i mean like, if you want to go for the concert might as well buy the two-day one cos there's may'n on day 2 and miku on day 1. but im broke. i need to pay for my comic fiesta trip (which has been reduced to a pathetic number of 6 ppl going now), my bleach costume and wig, my dream nds lite, my konapun toy... what is there leftover for me to go and watch miku? ): sigh. i really hope money comes to me soon so i can get my ds. i really want to play harvest moon on a ds like right now. rawr.
enough of rants i guess. i want to see darling tmr. so i guess i'll be going over. (: i love you my darling. :DD kk i shall go and watch animes and stone until i fall asleep now... shall blog again soon...
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Saturday, October 10, 2009
1:09 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASH!~~ <3
my blog's not dead okay geok! see, im updating it now. :D
cheer camp was on 1st and 2nd oct, it was fun! but super tiring. i shall give a short summary on the camp. (: day 1 begin with cleaning of mats, then some bonding games, which were really funny. then it was lunch, and then stunts! in between we had some discussions for our mini routine competition in our groups. then it was dinner, more stunts, and practice for our mini routine. then it was night time dota with the guys and i got pwned badly. but it was hilarious! nice game. (: i need to train more so that i can play with them again. playing with others really is a big difference compared to playing with the computer/AI. day 2 started off with a 4km plus jog around bedok reservoir. my knee was hurting so badly i couldnt run too fast so i jogged behind at a leisure pace with geok, favian and terence. the uphill was -.-" then we crawled back to sch for breakfast, and it was more discussions after that. coach came and it was stunts, coach left and we practised for our routine until it was 6pm plus. then came the time to perform. team 2 did well! *claps* our team screwed up majorly cos everyone was blur-ing. haha. and we didnt have a full video cos nobody managed to take a full video! sighs. but overall, camp was really fun! thanks to su hui and larry for preparing the food and drinks! (: and the seniors and exco as well! camp was really enjoyable, although it was kind of tiring and sleepy. haha!
there's a performance coming up and im pretty excited. really hope best buddy can come back and join us in the performance. (: miss you best buddy!
im having a shoot tmr and im majorly freaking out. what if i dont pull off the char well? what if i ran out of poses? im quite sure kei will clobber me. ||OTL anw, i just hope it'll be okay. anw first time shooting with KOKO! *hearts* im sure it'll be epic fun 8D
oh forgot to mention about seoul garden lunch last wk! it was epic. didnt expect to see so many ppl! cos saku brought her MF ppl along. met new ppl! fuzzy! (: she's a really nice person! :DDD twins were quiet as usual. dearies you guys gotta open up more okay! tmr's a chance for you to open up to ppl like ash. :3 gambatte ne! *hugs* and next time guitar hero with us! *imagines bishie twins playing rock guitar* 8DDD haha oops. we'll have fun another day! (: in conclusion, seoul garden was fun but not fulfillng cos they didnt have what i wanted to eat. coffee chicken and teriyaki chicken! RAWR. must go taka next time! ^^
that's all for now. im waiting for wed to come so i can blog about the k session with blazers! (:
