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♥ 135
Thursday, May 28, 2009
11:27 PM

i feel so hardworking today! i did 200 crunches, 45 pushups and trained on flexibility! :D hey kelwin, i really got do at home one okay! (:

had excel test and i did my ob quiz today also. both As! so happy. im walking towards my goal of that wonderful scholarship which pays me $500 a month man! :D iHT test was an A too! so it's three As already for now. i hope comm skills i cna manage an A as well. ): term tests next wk and i've barely started. as usual! haha. im a super last minute mugger. although im trying to change this bad habit. heh.

yesterday didnt go sch cause i woke up feeling unwell. runny nose and phlegm with tummy ache and headache. so phyllo's parents brought me to see their family doctor since i stayed at his house the night before. (: so nice! then tried to finish up my excel proj when we went back home. after that went to watch angels and demons again with aaron, phyllo's cousin, and phyllo. since i was sick and i ate super drowsy medicine, so i slept though half the movie. haha. then went to taka to watch tj dance! (: SYF + year1 college day item + alumni's item. nice! miss those times that i used to dance with daphne, angel, sheila, dicky, leon and all! :/ oh well. im looking forward to alumni's item for next year's tj dance concert. :D

i wanted to post some pictures but im lazy. haha. so i shall only post one. (: taken yesterday! :D
i love you darling(:




♥ 134
Monday, May 25, 2009
1:46 AM

lalala. i thought i might update my blog with some lovely pictures i took recently. (:


me and ash at the human wheelbarrow challenge @ TP! 0952 is love. (:


FF distant world concert day! had dessert at ichiban boshi at esplanade. me and darling shared ice cream for the first time. HAHA.


pretty jermain and caralyn at ikea! we went to buy mousepads and camwhore. :D


jermain, caralyn and unglam weiting. hahahahaha.

jermain playing with the children's slide. haha.
secret snapshot of weiting being fascinated by the children's play station in ikea lol. :DDD

i wanted to upload the beng-ish photo of darling but i decided not to spoil his image. haha. damn i should be doing my excel hwk and i digressed to blogging. oh well. damn you excel. damn you stupid tut*rs. rawr. shall let express my anger some other time. now it's back to hwk/sleep! next wk is gonna be fun although it's one wk before mid-sem tests. :/ cause i get to go out with darling on wed(: yay~~




♥ 133
Sunday, May 17, 2009
11:18 PM

i was unhappy when i heard he wasnt going home with me. i was so unhappy that i nearly couldnt control my tears. it wasnt his fault he couldnt go home with me actually. but i just felt really unhappy WITH HIM. then after we went seperate ways i started to feel really sad that tears were just welling up in my eyes for some reason that i couldnt explain. i was concious that it wasnt his fault, but i just put the blame on him even if i didnt want to. i gave him attitude to show that i was unhappy but he didnt catch the hint, so i got more fustrated. but when he told me he missed me and he loved me, i knew i couldnt blame him anymore. so i ended up being angry at myself for blaming him. i wasnt very nice to him during this period cos i was in a bad mood. it just made things worse. because he ended up being angry at me. i know the fault lies with me but i have no idea why im like this. but it still boils down to one thing and that is i love him alot. and it's because i love him that's why these things happen. i just hope that he understands someday.

im so tired my legs are going to break. oh damn training tmr. DDD:




♥ 132
Friday, May 8, 2009
9:54 PM

i didnt go to school today again. ): SIGH. and i didnt manage to get an mc as well! ): im allowed two absences without reason [i.e MC or LOA] for each subject so this time i dont have an mc to cover for rht and OB. that means i cant miss OB and rht again without MC alr. i hope they dont reschedule our timetables so during the cosfest period i wont miss these lessons(:

yesterday was fun! well kind of. went lunch with some of the class guys and jermain at tampines 1 cos comm skills ended early. mr ramesh was on mc so we only had to do some worksheets and plan abit of our essay outline and we could go off. haha. we ate at bbq chicken! it was very empty. lol. the guys who went were timothy, teck ee, ivan [lao er], keith[lao da] and kayhwa. faruq came and join us after lunch. so we accompanied jermain to go play ddr after lunch! and she's really pro. like some mad woman okay. step so fast. -.- haha. then after that they accompanied me to tampines sports hall to find ether and shermaine!

i went there to get my class t-shirt from ether. saw dyane and zongyao as well! haha. it's been such a long time since i last saw them. okay i last saw dyane two weeks ago, but ether shermaine and zongyao has been like more than a month alr i guess. i think i've to go back more often! hehe. shall ask them out for lunch on tues(: yay~ i got my pretty class t-shirt from ether then we cabbed back to school. lol. cos they scared we were gonna be late for bcs lab so we chionged back to school in two seperate cabs haha. our whole class was slacking throughout the whole of bcs! facebook plus ebuddy hahaha. because bcs is really boring. ): excel sucks. sigh. i think i should learn how to pay attention in lab lessons more. :/ if not im seriously gonna flunk excel. and i hope i can catch up with rht and OB since i missed lessons today. rht is gonna be so... ):

tmr's vesak day! got plans... i wanted to go sentosa with the blazers! so sad now im gonna miss out everything. sighhh. and i havent full recovered yet from the flu that i just caught yesterday. -.- i wanna be able to train on monday! so i wont be just sitting there and letting my butt rot while the rest train and have fun. ): i want to have funnnn tooooo i want sentosaaaa. ):

i want to play restaurant city really badly but the kuku acer laptop is not loading my game. RAWR. i want my fujitsu laptop by next week! fujitsu you better call me soon or else i will spam your customer service hotline with spam calls i tell you. rawr.




♥ 131
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
11:39 PM

actually i have nothing much to blog about. oh microecons lecture ended super early today! which made me happy(: and thanks darling for bringing my comm skills textbook all the way down to school for me:D although you're sitting next to me right now but i dont think you can see it anyway. haha. yes, im spending the night at phyllo's house again tonight. for fun. (: no lah, actually it's for the internet access. cos my compaq crashed yet again. ): i want my fujitsu now now now! rawr. can they call me sooooon. ):

i wanna thank my lovely classmates for caring about me! thanks guys im really okay now(: just sore throat no swine flu. (: and edmund lim should just go bang his head against the wall. he is so ANNOYING. haha. super like to ji siao me la wth. he will get it some day. JUST WAIT. mwahahaha.

i saw pinkie alot of times today! and as usual she was trying to irritate me with econs. lol. haha hope we can have some doubutsuen time together soon! hanging around tp ppl too much that i've not been seeing my doubutsuen ppl for some time except for phy darling and pinkie ash. haha.

YAY meeting ether tmr to get the cg2408 shirt! :DDD cant wait. i actually have no idea how the design looks like haha. but im sure it'll be very nice. (: but then again, $18 flown away. i hope my money gets transferred in soon. heh. and im super upset i forgot to bring my psp out of my house today! and it was fully charged. ): now i cant continue my mana khemia game today and tmr. ): i have to wait until i go home after cheer training tmr. rawr.

i hope i can attend training tmr! although im not looking forward to the PT. sigh. which reminds me. i saw raynor alot of times today, and saw zijun and natasha as well! natasha looked damn tired. which worries me about what happened during training to make her like this. :/ maybe i should just watch tmr. hurhur. oh well. i need the exercise but my throat still hurts occasionally. i'll see how about it! (:

and... im going to turn in soon i guess. just giving a short [or not] update for the ppl who actually come my blog haha. which i think, is no one. lol. byes for now~

P.S i want to emphasise the unfairness! why poly no holiday in lieu for vesak day! ):




♥ 130
Sunday, May 3, 2009
8:37 PM

it's been such a long time since i was last here! two weeks exactly. the last post was before school started omgosh. haha. (: school's been okay still, with the past week filled with cheer training and dance audition. but i've decided to join cheerleading afterall! :D and darling's not gonna oppose to it anymore. (: i love you darling.

school work's been fine so far, with comm skills resembling gp. [the horror of betty boop] microecons is a drag but at least the topics they've gone through are things that i've done before so it's not THAT bad. i think it's gonna get worse soon. and im totally not looking forward to the horror it might bring. just submitted the BCS e-learning assignment two hours ago. and i think it's a really bad piece of work cause i really have no idea how to do it. im so gonna get a D for it. *dies* by the looks of things it's gonna be really hard for me to get the scholarship that i want. ):

okay i shall not dwell on with the depressing stuff. school's been fun cause of my classmates, training and trips to darling's house after school(: i think im staying over at darling's house way too often. my classmates give me the surprised look whenever i tell them im not going home that night or when they see me wearing the same clothes the next day. but his parents always welcome me to stay over especially when school ends late, so im really thankful for that. and of course i gotta thank darling for letting me sleep in his bed and let me hog his pillow and bolster and blanket whenever i stayover. hehe. and he has to squeeze with his brother and his sister has to squeeze with his parents. i love his family(:

back with training stuff! the past week has been really tiring but i always have a sense of achievement after every PT session. but more hell is gonna come. cos for the whole of this week, we've only been doing HALF the normal PT! ohmygoodness me. i think i will crumble below the physically-straining PT... i shall explain more of what the PT consists next time cos when i think of the PT tmr, i start to melt. i dont wanna do PT and tumbling! i cant do forward rolls for goodness sake. and it's the most basic tumbling! i foresee that my cheerleading career will be a very difficult one. hurhur. *bitter laughter* oh well. at least the crunches that we do will help me rid my tummy. :D that's one thing to be thankful of for sure. (:

i miss mummy and the rest! i went back for lunch with casper and sheila the week before and happened to meet mummy, dyane, ashma and the rest while sending the two back to school. after chit chatting with them for awhile, the rest left while i walked to the 48 bus stop with mummy! how i love the times we used to talk non-stop! we have endless topics to talk about! that's what i love about my darlings at tj. (: we crap way too much haha! but catching up with them is always fun(: i hope i can see them again soon! maybe i'll get them to lunch with me on a certain tuesday. but definitely not this coming tuesday cos im having a really bad sore throat and i dont have the mood to eat anything really.

work has been fun as well! worked back at the restaurant on labour day. met alot of new faces. new part-timers and full-timers. heh. but didnt interact much with them. cos i still stick back with my old colleagues more. and i finally get to see my mentor after such a long time! it's been two months since i last saw her. haha! then saturday i was busy working at jurong point selling chocolates. it was fun working with darling despite the bad sore throat. i had to run to drink the herbal drink darling's mum prepared for me like every so often. but also due to too much talking i did yesterdaty, my voice got worse and my throat is inflammed. [i think] it's really painful to swallow stuff! even water. so basically i just lose all my appetite to eat cause of this. sigh. i wanna eat biz park western food. sudden craving lol. btw biz park is the name of the business school canteen! we also have mensa and mensa 2. the western food at mensa 2 is really popular and famous! even non-TP ppl know about that stall. i tried their grilled dory the other day and it was really really delicious! i hope that they sell chicken lagsagne soon so that me and weiting can get to eat it! :D we both dont take beef haha.
i uploaded some really outdated photos but i think they're worth uploading. (: they're taken at phyllo's class chalet! (:
me and some of his class girls! i know cassandra, zhen ni and wanling! haha.
in the swimming pool! i was forced in... -.-
darling and i(:
i think he looks way better when he smiles with his teeth la.
do note his FAT tummy. haha. (:
i shall go facebook now. it's been ages since i went there too. heh. bye for now!
P.S im getting my *NEW* laptop soon woohooo! it's fujitsu~~~