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♥ 106
Friday, January 30, 2009
12:07 AM


alma will haunt you if you dont listen to her. *evil laughter*

posting results tmr i cant wait HAHAHA. i wanna know if im in the same course as pinkie! 8D i hope we are. then i can disturb her like everyday. apart from the nightmares HOHOHO. work full day tmr and then it's ice's house! :DDD YAY can see her twin brother! OMG so cool. :D

i watched two movies over the cny hols! the wedding game and love matters. wedding game was nice! [sorry shermin i know you didnt like it hahas.] it was really hilarious. those kind of jokes that you dont have to use your brain to think about to get it, those kind. yeahhh. love matters was not to my liking though. not that i dont like jack neo's movies but it was just horrid. the storyflow is damn weird and sometimes it just dont make any sense to me. the jokes are the usual jack neo humour but i just didnt like them. maybe cause the main guy character is some old man who i dont like. D: so yeah. i want to watch ice age 3! :D

cny was okay. not as bad as last year. since last year my poor brother had to stay at the hospital cos of some very bad infection. so this year, it was much better.
day one!
ppl came to visit. my aunties and uncle. then i left to visit my grandma who stays at the nursing home at changi. ^^ she's much healthier now and as cute and lovable as ever(: even though she's senile and cant remember much i still love her like i used to. then left for marina with my mum and brother. went for dinner and took a walk at the river hongbao and stoned at the national day floating platform seats until 10 plus before going back to marina. our movie started only at 1150 so there was plenty of time to spare. haha. after the game 'the wedding game' we cabbed home. it was around 1.45am then. i collapsed after bathing. haha.
day two!
woke up just in time before phyllo came. was feeling damn stoned even when i saw him for the first time after one week plus. oh. and he was running a bloody fever and having a bad sore throat and he still didnt take medicine. so i chucked him a row of panadol when he reached my house. after eating my lunch [and he was busy being questioned by my grandma. *evil laughter*] my mum suggested we go visit my grandpa. irritating. i thought i didnt have to see him! [i hate him cos he's a big fat jerk] so i dragged phyllo along. haha. [thanks dear.] reached his place at amk but he wasnt around. phew. apparently he had went prawn-fishing. [and phyllo brightened up at the moment the word FISHING was mentioned. -.-] so after stoning awhile at his place me and phyllo left to meet some of the zoo ppl who are meeting for cny celebrations and movie. shinji came in a cab to pick us up. then detoured back to yio chu kang to pick mao up before heading down to marina. met spidey and ice there. went for fish&co.'s dinner before going for the movie 'love matters'. after that shinji mao and spidey had a game of outrun at the arcade. shinji was driving a damn ferrari and he still crashed around. *heartpain* A DAMN FERRARI LA. god. then went to the coffeeshop beside allson hotel to have supper. okay i didnt eat. since i've been eating so much since i started work at dian xiao er. i dont wanna grow fat. D: so sat there and watch the hungry animals eat up their kway chap. then after that took 32 home. (:

at least it wasnt a boring cny! :D get to see my family and darling zoo ppl and phyllo dear(: so yeah. but i still miss seeing the tj ppl! like claudia, dyane, ether, shermaine, peck, all the rest of cg24/08 and the dancers! ): i miss you guys. i wanna see you all soon! i hope i can. :/

i need to go bathe and turn in now. gotta work tmr. cosplay challenge on saturday! cant wait. (:
get well soon dear. who ask you never listen to me and go see doctor sooner. hope you're well enough to cosplay on saturday. :D




♥ 105
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
12:15 AM

everything turned out fine afterall. (:




♥ 104
Friday, January 23, 2009
9:20 PM

what's with all the promises and everything else. i cant differentiate what's right and wrong, what's true and not true anymore.
THE END.
14 holds no more significance.
i accept it. but i will wait.

im grateful for this song by S.H.E. really. it says it all.
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只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属于我们的婚礼
却成了单人结婚进行曲
在这场爱情角力的拔河里
爱我还是爱你
你选择了自己 wo~
撒娇的可爱的粘人的爱哭的
照片里曾经的都是你喜欢的
如今我还在原地
你却走回你的记忆
你说我爱你太多
就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱
让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我
你说我给你太多
却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口
我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最后温柔是因为我太爱你

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属於我们的婚礼
安静了在我枕边的梦里
我知道相爱原本就不容易
爱不是一加一
努力就有结局 wo~
撒娇的可爱的粘人的爱哭的
照片里曾经的都是爱着你的
脸颊的泪还温热
却没有人握我的手
你说我爱你太多
就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱
让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我
你说我给你太多
却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口
我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最后温柔是因为我太爱你
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♥ 103
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
10:49 PM

it's one month yayyyyy. like finally. :D why does it feel so long for it to reach the 'one month' milestone. D: anyway. it's finally one month. it's the end of counting DAYS. now it's a significant month. and we can start counting by months now yay!

okay i've got work tmr so i think i should sleep soon. waiting for my hair to dry again. =w= i shall blog about the JJR photoshoot, doubutsuen sentosa outing and tj open house when i have the energy! :D

i miss the dancers and cg24/08 alot. ):




♥ 102
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
10:12 PM

i finally found a job! :D this will end all the daily pestering from my mum from now on hurhurhur~ but i shant post where im working since there are so many ppl who wanna come disturb me. -.- that includes you zoo guys. er okay anw. today was fun! so i shall blog about today. :D

went back to tj to visit my lovely TA1 TA2 juniors! had lunch and talked crap for abit. :D present at the lunch: nicole, joelle, millie, sheila, casper, darren and gabriel. haha. glen couldnt make it and jingwen was missing. yao didnt come. lol. so after lunch, the rest went back to play at the stage area and i and sheila went back to sch to crash dance! there was only nicole and daphne darling though. and i was so freaking shocked at the state the pantry was in. IT WAS FREAKING CLEAN AND NEAT AND TIDY OMFG. DDD: first time in history! haha. or at least the history when i was still in tj. yeah then after that we went to look for the rest. they were playing blind mice at the playground! it was damn funny. seeing darren being such a toot. hahaha! and gabriel and his 'pussycat doll' calls to darrenlimthepinapple. -.-and casper being a super retard. it was just damn funny. hahas. had a really hard time laughing at them with sheila! :DDD love you darling! gahhh. i'll miss tj life alot.

and i saw shermaine today! and told her what i wanted to tell her. i felt so guilty for keeping it to myself la. but then again. i dont like the feeling of telling others about these kind of things. it's like, you're showing off. and suan-ing those poor ppl who dont have that special someone by their side. D: so yeah. i apologise for not telling you guys earlier but that's my reason for not doing so hurhurhur. :D but ohmygosh when the rest learns of it i think im so gonna get murdered by them for keeping it from them. gah. when that time comes, i'll think of what to do. hee.

oh so after the playground thing, i went to woodlands to meet phyllo. dont ask me why i was willing to travel all the way down. it's like, woodlands omfreakingg. walked around causeway point then after that went home. he sent me to habourfront then he took bus home. and i didnt know the existence of the habourfront interchange until today! okay wait. i think i knew about it but i just forgot. okay whatever. -.- been suaned enough about not knowing habourfront inter existed alr. yeah. so i went home after that.

okays i gotta go wash stupid peihua's uni for her. urk. i wonder if it'll dry in time... sigh.




♥ 101
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
2:06 AM

this is freaky. right after i pressed the [publish post] button, he called and apologised. OMFG. this is... i dunno what to say. but i wont delete the previous post. cos... it was a fact that i was angry. but oh well. good luck for your science UT tmr. you better pass it.




♥ 100
2:02 AM

i cant believe my 100th post is for this rubbish.

i cant believe how insensitive some ppl are like seriously. making others angry and just acknowledging the fact with a simple 'orh' and not even apologising. then expecting the angry one to notify the one who made him/her angry when he/she has simmered down.

like wth. dont you care how i feel when im being called 'irritating' just cos i told you to study for your damn test. dont you get how i feel when you dont make the initiative to apologise to me even when im angry? you've got what you wanted, havent you. you want me to be jealous, okay fine i am. you want me to be angry, and yeah so be it, i am. then what happens? you just run away. and didnt apologise. how nice. and expect me to call you after i cool down? damn you. im pretty determined to NOT contact you all the way til i see you at dinner tmr. bloody hell i think it's gonna affect me pretty much tmr even if i didnt want it to.

i freaking just want an apology and THAT'S IT damn it. i dont get angry easily. and you should know. asdlkjalsjdlakjlsa. im freaking irritated now
. and im pretty sure im not pms-ing cos im not having my thing right now. and mood swings arent just in my dictionary. im not that kind of person.


GAHHH. im like killing brain cells for useless stuff. they say love makes you do stupid things. and i guess it's true.




♥ 99
Monday, January 5, 2009
3:41 PM

this is depressing stuff. i just finished code geass R2. and cried. why? cos LELOUCH VI BRITANNIA died. for a good cause.