OKAY I ASSUME THAT NOBODY VISITS THIS BLOG ANW. SO IM JUST GONNA RELEASE ALL MY FUSTRATIONS. RHRN. FUCK OFF IF YOU DONT WANT TO READ SOME FUCKED UP BLOGPOST THANKS. :D
firstly. i dont give a fuck about this whole rental thing anymore. you fuck up the house rental and now we kids have to suffer. what kind of adults are you seriously. damn fucked up. i just settle nicely into the environment, just got my study table, my own space, my own wall space for posters, my comfortable life. then this screwed up rental thing have to come along. bloody fucker of a landlord you nabeicheebye fuckyou godie. i hope you are haunted by 10,000 child ghosts because srsly, you making my life a miserable mess is not a very funny thing here. fucker. and hello auntie use your brain pls. how can 10 ppl fucking squeeze into a bloody 3 room flat. we have 4 study tables, 1 dining table, 1 sofa set, racks, and a whole lot of other rubbish. you think we can fit all these into a ALREADY-FURNISHED 3-room flat that alr has 4 ppl living in it? USE YOUR ASS AND THINK ALSO CANNOT RIGHT. ugh. sometimes i dont even know how stupid you adults can be. fuck this.
then comes the second problem. if you see pee on the kitchen floor cant you just use water to rinse away wtf the bloody toilet like only 5 steps away you have to ask your niece who is in the living room to do it. knn i know it's my dog but come on we live in the same house cant you just help abit also. i know you got your own problems but i got mine also right? nb. like you think whole world only you stress like that. if my tolerance is low i also go imh alr lor. fuck. and you two stupid cousins idekwts about you two bloody bimbos. when got money, spend like fuck. then when got problem, try to act politically correct. bloody hypocrite. i feel like slapping your dumbass bimbo faces. fucking idiots. and i stan my kpop is none of your bloody business you go stan your weird shit sai i also nv complain. nabei la what kind of fucked up situation am i living in.
okay i know im not living in the worst of conditions but fuck this seriously. just when my life picks up a little things have to take a downturn. as if my exam results isnt a depressing enough issue. fuck. then got this house rental thing. i bloody hell dont want to move back to grandma's house la. she one old lady alr so sad need to support that useless uncle liao then we need to go squeeze with her in her 3-room flat and make her suffer more. you all dont use your peabrain one leh. and you bloody use your lifetime savings and dump into a stupid bloody fucked up business which i told you NOT to do, just cos i have better foresights compared to you. now you lose all your money, is in a fucked up pennyless situation, and now we are going to homeless soon. how cool is that. you bloody retard.
and im like fucking hungry now i want to cook noodles also cannot cos the bloody kitchen light is blown and nobody wants to fucking change it. fuck fuck fuck. mum is out with useless boyfriend and auntie is in the room with her useless boyfriend. WHAT'S WITH YOU GROWN UP WOMEN AND USELESS BOYFRIENDS. SERIOUSLY. DUMP THEM ALREADY. OPEN YOUR BLOODY EYES LA. USELESS MEN = THOSE WHO CANNOT GIVE YOU FINANCIAL SUPPORT AND FUCK YOUR LIVES UP EVEN MORE BY ADDING ONTO YOUR EMOTIONAL STRESS, GEDDIT?! FIND SOMEONE WHO CAN HELP YOU WITH THE FINANCE AND YOUR EMOTIONS CAN. YOU TWO STUPID SISTERS. UGHHHH IDEKWTS ANYMORE.
and as if family problems are not enough to add on to the bloody fire, cosplay has to come in to the picture. i mean seriously, i can compromise but it has a bloody fucking limit. if you dont like what i suggest, then suggest something better. dont just say it sounds ok but very kpop-ish. yes i know it's very pro kpop because that's the only thing im interested in now and going according to what you want, which is a video, that is the plot i can think of. but then. you said it sounds ok only. so i ask you again. what you want. and you dont have any idea how you want it to go. srsly fuck this. why am i even in this fucked up cosplay competition when it's stressing me out so much. i rly want to quit you know. and put 100% effort into the kpop dance one instead. because. i think it srsly gives me more satisfaction than being stuck with some whiny person who keeps saying cannot dance cannot sing. ok i know you cannot dance cannot sing. then what can you do? tell me la! then at least we can plan sth tgt right? then i ask you what you want to do. all you say is you dunno. how fucked up can this be. we only have 5 wks you know. need to sew costumes and rehearse one you know. we need to get approval also you know. CAN WE JUST FUCKING DECIDE WHAT WE ARE GONNA DO?! BLOODY FUCK. if you dont like my plot srsly, can you either give me a better one or something. ugh.
okay now ranting to someone else is not really helping either. because he doesnt fully uds the situation. and im tired. from explaining. i cant get anyone to agree with me. so fuck this. rly. FUCK. THIS. ALREADY. I 90% WANT TO DROP OUT OF THE COSPLAY COMPETITION ALREADY.
ugh. hungry. and tired. and irritated. is not helping. im going to just. sign out of skype and twitter soon. and just. read fanfics on my iphone til i slp la. fuck.
