hah~ so relaxing. im home and the sky is still so BRIGHT. (: this is the first time i ever went home with the sun still so bright. first time ever since i stepped into TJ man. woots. the feeling's great but im so not used to it. darling and i were talking about it just now. how we never got such a nice break to go home thus early before. and now we have. ahhh. this is nice. (: ending school at 3pm and going home straight after is such a joy. :D
on the way home i was listening to my mp3 a.k.a my phone and the song 'Thank You' by HomeMade Kazoku came on. it's a bleach ending song of one of the ealier seasons. it reminded me of how i used to rush home everyday after school last year to watch bleach on videos. (cos i got the VCD. HAHA. :p) i would sit in front of the TV and anticipate what would Ichigo do next. and it was prelims period! you can see how big a slacker i am. i dont mug. hahs- but it was fun, watching the first few seasons of bleach. cos it's gotten a little down now. :/ oh this reminds me, i havent watched 165 yet. gah- okay but it so reminded me of tose days when the plot is still so fresh and the storyline goes up and down like some rollercoster ride; it was so beautiful. not like it isnt now but i am always rushed to watch the latest episodes and i dont have time to enjoy it properly at all! gah i miss the times when rukia was in the living world. so funny. gah- i should stop thinking about that. i should see how it's going at hueco mundo like now. hurs- stupid aizen kuku brain.
okay saturday. matinee for me is screwed. night show even more screwed. cos i couldnt make it to go on stage so i left for home. i felt super super damn sad but no choice. i was totally not in the condition to dance and ms tan was asking me to go on home. i was on the verge of fainting. it's scary la. i seriously want to apologise to those who have become troubled because of my absence and to those who i am a liability to. esp the year1 runners who were taking care of me all the way and causing you all to cant do anything else. and to my hiphop dancers cos they have to change the blocking because of my absence so as to make it not so obvious there's one kuku head missing. and to all those in wonderful zaki's dance who had to change their positions here and there because of my absence too. IM SORRY. ): for matinee it was super screwed cos for mystical journey i was totally not in the mood for it. stomach pain like crap and i wanted to vomit so badly. i didnt balance myself properly for the starting, chane-ed into daphne darling, chane-ed out and almost fell, rolled on the floor and landed on my ass, and almost crumbled for the last post. hur. so many mistakes. and ppl are telling me it's alright. and i almost forgot the changed parts in mixed dance for year1 item. sigh- it's screwed la.
but hey thanks to those who got me flowers! (: im going to name them ALL! a big hug to millie, dyane, pinnxian, yanhui, casper and glen(who shared._.), jingwen, darren the pineapple, nick kwa, dance exco and indraaa! and thanks to shermaine, claudia and jamie who got me nice chocolates!!! :D thanks guys. you really made me feel alot better. cheers me up to see my flowers and chocolates cos i couldnt perform the night show... here they are! nice and pretty and still alive. (:
oh here are the super random photos i wanted to put up the other day. they're taken on that thursday when dance ended at 11pm. hahs-
the last bus with no one else in it except for me and the driver. so cool! :D
the last train home. and i caught it! YAY(: well kenneth as well. haha.
okay im going to watch naruto alr. (: yay!