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Friday, March 13, 2009

1:36 AM

school is starting school is starting school is starting school is starting... OTL im short of cash, and i need to pay for so many things. costumes, chalet, BUY NEW SHOES... and the list goes on. i need a new pair of shoes seriously -quoted from many ppl- cos my old pair is falling apart, like literally. but i cant bear to throw them away cos they're so comfy! and i think it's psychological but only that pair of red and white adicolor i saw at queensway two days ago can replace my current mouldy sports shoes. D: oh well. anyone who wants to donate to my 'melo shoes fund' is welcome to place any small amount of donation. :D bank transfer accepted~ lol. the shoes are only $85 but i cant even afford omg... .__. im poor. freaking poor. if not for CPF deductions i would've bought my shoes alr. and my pay is gonna be real pathetic for this month. like really, really pathetic. *drowns in misery*

i officially suck at pool. i declare that bio students are not meant for games that rely heavily on physics. oh well. im not gonna go there. what with the energy transfer crap that i cant understand. -.- down with physics, up with bio. :D

i cant wait for tj talentime happening this saturday! cant wait to see ODOC in action! :D actually i really am anticipating chew's bboy and *lutfi's girl hiphop. woots~ and i can get to see all my lovely tj friends! yay~ countdown to talentime: approx. 40 hours. :D

pinkie bought her vaio today. sigh. im so jealous! wished i struck lottery or sth. or i were that rich to afford a freaking vaio. D: with the current compaq that im using i think sooner or later it will crash halfway through my projects due to overstress of the system from excessive GAMING. and if that happens, somebody's gonna get hurt REAL BAD.

going for medical checkup part two tmr! gotta wake up at 9am. @_@ sigh. it's like such a torture to wake up at 9am these days. im wondering how im gonna survive when school reopens next month. i think i will seriously die. i dont wanna be how i was in tj. like ponning school and getting mcs and missing school and all the important stuff and leaving behind many trails of mess for ppl around me to clear up. so i shall try to persevere through my poly days. i hope i can. *some light of motivation please shine on me... ._.* i think i will be frequenting pinkie's place ALOT. hurhur. and perhaps phy's. since it's across the road from tp only. D: oh well. when the time comes, we'll see.

i miss dancing. and tj dance. alot. i rewatched the concert cd last night and had alot of fun reminscing about all the dances that we all used to do together! year 1 and zaki and putting chairs for the senior's jazz item and me running around blindly on stage cause i cant see with the freaking lights off and poor kenneth having to help me put my chair into place cause i just dumped it there because i couldnt see a thing. haha. im like talking to myself lol. but it's also sad at the same time cause that was the night show cd, the one without me in it. thanks to some stupid packet rice that was supposed to be for lunch. *sigh* how i wished... that didnt happen. it would make concert alot more enjoyable and memorable. but oh well... and it's going to be one year soon since concert. i cant wait for next year's concert though! if the rest are having an alumni's item, i wanna join them in it. (: abit extra but yeah, i miss dancing with them alot. (:

22march is cheerobics! i wanna go watch. haha! but i seriously wonder if i can find anyone to go with me though. since the next day is the start of mcts... :/ i wish all j2s taking mcts good luck and may you all overcome the horror of examinations soon... (: gahh cheerobics. gahhh cheerleading. i miss gamma too!! gamma cheer'08 is fun stuff! woots~ i miss cheerleading. alot. alot. alot. i wanna flyyy so badly everytime i watch monster on that taiwan dance show. cedar cheer... tj cheer... i miss them both... rawr. ):

okay enough of rants. haha. i really wanna know how everybody did in their a'levels but nobody wants to tell me. sighhh. i hope they're okay. (: alright i shall go off now. i shall update about my boring life again when more things happen hahaha(: