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Thursday, February 12, 2009
1:20 AM

today we were talking about dreams and ambitions at the meeting before we start work. my manager asked me what was my dream. and i told her that i dont have one. well, it could be that i have one. just that i dont want to say it out. but at that point of time, nothing came to my mind, so i said nothing. it's truly sad that i dont have a dream to work towards. well if i had to say one, and i mean those really extreme situations where im forced to give an answer, i would say a proffesional dancer. but in singapore... it's hard to get there without ballet background. and sad to say, i dont. so yes, it's pretty impossible. and if we're talking about ambitions, neither do i have one. because my ambition to be a doctor has been blown to bits the moment i applied for a dropout from tj. smart arent i. so yes, im a hopeless lump of thing that survives on goals that are short-termed and easy to reach. because i am not one who can deal with disappointments. that applies to everything around me. yes.

gah. im depressed. damn. dont ask me why if you dont want to die.

kaen can you just go to cedar carnival on saturdayyyy ohmygosh. i want to seeeee youuuuuu. D<