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Monday, February 9, 2009
2:03 AM

i know the frequency of my posting is a bit high now but if i dont let it out now i wont have the chance anymore! since im going back to work tmr and i'll probably be some tired lump at the end of the day.

i wanna thank spidey for always being there for me to talk to. i know i was being damn vulgar and not my usual self. sorry. and thanks. i love my brother(: [you. not the real-life annoying brat.]

went blog hopping just now. read alot of stuff. and found that some are truly agreeable. like why "im crying when it's only stuff related to you". and "i cant uphold all my promises because you are not doing your share too." and "your expectations are too *bleep*ing high that i cant even reach if i tiptoed." sorry to those whom i quoted. but i didnt say who so your identities shall forever remain a secret. (:

i want to find a big big hole now and scream my head off into it. and no one shall ever hear of it. i want to let off the steam stuck within me RIGHT NOW but i cant because it's in the middle of the night and everyone's asleep except for my mum who's ironing behind me. i want to take a rose and do the 'he loves me, he loves me not' thing. i dont want to go back to work tmr because im in a foul mood. i want to punch people. or things. i want to bite someone. i want to strangle him. i want to kick some balls. i want to let off the steam trapped within me. i hate myself for all this. it's like im ever the only one affected. and causing trouble. yes im a troublesome ass. and so are you. an asshole.

i think im going crazy at this rate if i still dont find an outlet to relieve myself because blogging doesnt seem to be working and the crux of the problem has become unavailable from cyber reaches. i want to scold the F word out loud and into _____'s face. i really want to. but i shant. im a NICE and UNDERSTANDING person. im MATURE. [yeah, fuck right. that's what you think.]

melo needs a time out.