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Sunday, February 8, 2009
10:28 PM

i know. i suck at crossing roads. so much that i need someone beside me to grab on to. i know im like some baby because of that, always needing the attention and being so troublesome and stuff, and im sorry. i know crying was a stupid thing to do but i cant help it. it was scary. really. nevermind if you dont understand. all i really needed was a hug. really badly. and didnt get one from the person i wanted it from most. but anyone's fine. i just needed some reassurance. but you didnt understand at all. did you?

spidey always knows when im feeling down. thanks alot. i really needed to release it all out. maybe im just suffering from major mood swings. but im glad you were there. as a friend. who really understood. and listened.

sometimes i feel it. the switch that you turned on has turned off. it makes me wonder if all those promises are going to hold through again. and before i know it they just flow out of my eyes. i really dont want a repeat. it's not going to be that easy again. because i know when it happens im only a few steps from jumping down. and ending it all. really.

i know im being an emo loser right now. so my post is very emo. but i cant help things. im really really very upset right now that i can cry any moment. really. i just need this person to come and talk to me and everything will be fine. but this person in question is not doing anything. depression is sinking in. f**k.