LOVE.

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Tuesday, July 29, 2008

11:12 PM

I WANNA QUIT JC LUHS.
i cant stand how that short potato zheng dui me. like WTH. i hate how i am being controlled by him. what if i do all those stuff, and i end up not being able to take promos? then what's the point of me pleasing him and do whatever he says? idiotic short potato. you should have a cylinder borer driven right through your short stupid body. and i can use my scapel to cut you into 30mmX5mmX5mm potato strips and use you for stupid bio experiments.

my life is as screwed as a 5cm long screw i guess. how things take a turn for the worse in just one day is simply amusing. today, i realised im late for school yet again. today, i had to go see the dm. today, i didnt teach alot of steps [and im supposed to finish teaching my cheoro by friday]. today, i started to think of quitting jc. it has hardly occured to me that i will actually even habour the thought of dropping jc and change to poly. partly cos i would think this year, 2008, will be super wasted. not in the sense of friendships, cos i will never regret making all those great friends in tj. but in the sense of the MONEY. i freaking spent so much in jc lah. D: but when i think of it, maybe it would be better for me. i dont have to put up with short potatos and fakers all the time. a change environment could help i think. havent talked to my mum about it though. she will probably go mad. somemore she railed at me today when she came back from work for no apparent reason. =.=

i want to take business studies. at least it's a useful course. i want to open my own shop in future. ^^ so business studies is the right thing for me! even if i proceed with a'levels i will want to go smu and do business [although it involves yucky econs]. today was the very first day i really really opened my ears and listen to econs lecture! and it's not that boring afterall. maybe it's cos today they were discussing about ERP, COE... etc, which i am especially interested in for i dunno what reason. HAHA. :D weird huh. anw, im quite set on doing business cos i dont think my lousy grades can get me anywhere in medicine. o.o this is all so screwed la. everyone's telling me to go pursue my dream of being a professional dancer but you know, it's impossible. i dont have ballet background! who's gonna hire some funny dancer who doesnt have the basic backgrounds man. they must be out of their mind one la. sigh-

i think my future is bleak. i cant see any light. man, can someone please show me the way. im lost in this gigantic forest of the future. what awaits me could be disasters after another, or success after success. i dont know. and i dont have a direction to turn to. i need guidance. i need help. T-T

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Sunday, July 27, 2008

11:57 PM

i just realised my previous two posts are damn emo. :x sorry guys. haha. (: im fine! thanks to yanhui and shermin who offered to listen. (: haha. e-learning is damn stressful. really. HUR- like gotta do assignments by a certain time... etc. more stressful than normal school days. =.=

anyway. i got bored during maths lecture. so i started drawing weird stuff. and i sketched kanda! okay i think it's awful but i'll just put it here anyway.

it was drawn on one of my working papers and it's really sketchy and looks weird. o.o and i made him wear a mask cos the mouth just ooks weird so i cancelled it. HAHAHA. okay it looks so blur here. ): i think only the uniform looks nice. D:

oh and found another pic! me ether and shermain took on racial harmony day in the toilet during civics.

me and my long thick bangs. =.= heh.

oh oh. the happy thing. xD I GOT TO TALK TO MY EYECANDY!!!! you know you know, the guy i was talking about a few posts down. xD cos my friend knows him! then he just added him into our convo suddenly. D: i was so excited i couldnt breathe la OMG. and and i kept quiet. cos i didnt know what to say! but im like damn happy. :DDDD but then again. i think he has quite a bad impression of me. o.o cos my friend keep spoiling my image. ): and i think he thinks im a very scary person. cos i kept saying i will kill my friend. AND I WILL. stupid. >.<>

okay lah e-learning wk has been boring since i've been staying home like an otaku. o.o so i got nothing else to say. OH OH BALLET UNDER THE STARS! right right. did cip for the event on friday! damn cool. was doing ticketing with iyn yi! oh but because there was this woman who pre-ordered her ticket or sth, then it wasnt with us so i had to run to another ticketing point to go fetch the tickets. then right when i came back, i almosy fainted. but didnt. haha. so just went and sat on a chair to stone and gain conciousness. maybe i passed out i dunno, cos when i wake up it was like an hour later already. o.o and i think i dumped all the work on iyn yi and miss khek!!! SORRY! =.= then woke up just nice to watch the concert. :D HEY i didnt slack. i just felt UNWELL. haha. oh then there were many technical problems like oily stage and stuff. so the whole thing started late. then this woman came wobbling in. she was some in charge of the singapore garden festival. she complained that there were cars blocking the road just behind of where ballet under the stars was held. so she demanded that we made an announcement to ask the drivers to remove their cars. ms khek called backstage for the announcement, but the stupid fat woman cant wait or sth. kept rushing. like hello?! you need to give ppl time to make the announcement right. and she was so fierce! like it was OUR fault that the ppl parked their cars there. okay understand you're rushing for time, but we're doing you a freaking favour so cant you be more polite?! o.o okay anw. then after the whole thing, went to eat with leon and dicky. oh the performance was damn nice! the guys pointe is damn SICK. and they can do like what, four pirouttes in a row. >.<>

oh oh and watched episode 93 of D.GRAY-MAN!!! damn funny, damn cute!!! and the title of the epi was "melody". KYAHH!!! xD it's almost like it's named after me! YAY! and it's damn nice, the allenwalker's piano piece! omg i swear im gonna learn it. xD dyane teach me! (:

okay i shall stop now. (:

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Friday, July 25, 2008

1:08 AM

im feeling damn lousy now. despite yesterday being one of the best days of my life. ether will know why, but im far too depressed to say anything about that. i'll elaborate on this next time. someone remind me. =.= anyway. i feel really really bad for screwing up the night of so many ppl. neko, ash (who i still have not talked to before), shinji, ice, seph. and the rest of the team's. BAH. i feel damn sucky now. super super super sucky. i dont know what to say really. sorry guys. hontou ni sumimasen. i wanted to blog about happy stuff. but now i cant. :x

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Tuesday, July 22, 2008

6:24 PM

damn you damn you damn you damn you damn you damn you damn you damn you damn you damn you damn you damn you damn you damn you damn you damn you damn you damn you damn you damn you damn you damn you damn you damn you damn you damn you damn you.

DAMN YOU STUPID MATRIX. YOU'RE GETTING ON MY NERVES. not like chem is not alr enough to make my blood boil. like whatthehell, freaking gas laws??? it just looks like PHYSICS to me and i dont take damn physics. AND I DONT NEED SOME OTHER HALF-ASSED SHIT TO KEEP POPPING UP AT RANDOM TIMES TO IRRITATE ME. i dont need to tell you what im doing now and what subject im doing. GET OFF MY BACK, SERIOUSLY. you wont want to make me explode on you. i am not someone who you, a mere whitebelt, can control. you wont even be able to take one of my kicks NOW. at the rate im going i think im gonna mass spam the stupid ________ of matrix. e-learning maybe good, like i can sleep in and everything. BUT DONT GIVE ME SUCH ASSHOLE PROBLEMS CAN OR NOT. it's making studying more dfficult than flying to mars okay. HUR-

it'd be great if you see this:
LSJ, get off my back. im willing to help you in taekwondo DOES NOT MEAN im interested in you or anything. im NOT obliged to tell you what im doing now, or what subject im at. it's fine if you just want to ask me about taekwondo you know, and i'll be more than willing to tell you what you want to know. but i dont recall ever being close enough to you for you to know what im eating for dinner, where im going or WHATEVER. to me, you are just a pw mate and a fellow taekwondo enthusiast. NOTHING ELSE. dont try and get close to me all of a sudden. it's weird and i dont like it, OKAY?! im sorry if im harsh or anything, and i hope it doesnt affect our pw or what. i just DONT LIKE IT when you message me random stuff and i totally dont understand why you're doing so. you wanna hate me, whatever. just dont do it ever again. DAMN.

im spiralling out of control so can someone please talk to me soon. RAWR.

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Saturday, July 19, 2008

3:11 AM

i got BOMBED. like in my face. HUR- damn all the fakers. damn you. i feel like strangling you whenever i see you, i feel like putting laxatives in your drink, I FEEL LIKE PUSHING YOU OFF THE BUILDING. and dont worry, i wont be alone. i'll be accompanied with one, two or maybe three people. :DDD not being sadistic here but i think if you really end up rolling down the staircase from the fourth floor on a wednesday, you really deserve it. thanks for being such a faker, and turning my whole life inside out and ruining my whole weekend. you pretentious IDIOT.

parent-tutor session turned out quite okay, surprisingly. thank goodness only went to see two teachers. PHEW. but still, GOT BOMBED. econs and maths. BLAH. need remedial for both. damn crap please. i need to manage my time damn well for the next few weeks... and also the dance vice pres reminded me that: i'll be real busy soon. well i guess so. PW, dance[staff day], normal school work... DIE. seriously. if i can even go for promos i think pigs can fly. lol i seriously have NO IDEA if they are gonna let me take promos man. SIGH~

oh oh im getting my PSP soon! cos kennethchew wants to sell his so i bought. xD it was $250 for the console + 4GB memory card + whatever other stuff he wants to give me lah. okay i dont know the market price but i asked alot of ppl and they said the price is okay. and it's more like im helping a friend and helping myself at the same time. so even if it's not the cheapest deal around i'll still be okay with it. ^^ YAY. thanks kennethchew!

OH AND! im going for cosfest next year too! confirm 100% plus guarantee chop. :D alr found a group of ppl to go cosplay with in sgcafe. i tell you the forum seriously rocks la. :DDD we're going as a D.GRAY-MAN team!!! and im cosplaying as lenalee again! BUT in the second version of the uniform this time. ((: oh but that's like another year away so yeah... haha. was talking to them online just now. they're nice ppl! although i feel very small around them cos they're like older. but! cosplay = no age limit! so mixing around with ppl much much older/much much younger is nothing shocking. haha(:

okay actually im damn bored now thinking about promos and school stuff and dance cheoro that my brain is gonna spiral out of control soon so i think i should go sleep. haha. so, im ending off. yeah.

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Sunday, July 13, 2008

1:18 AM

there's alot of things i wanna blog about, but first things first, PLEASE HELP ME DO MY PW SURVEY!!! it wont take long, so please help me do. (: oh yeah for the questions... erm, if you dont own a bike, ASSUME THAT YOU HAVE ONE. there's abit of problems with the survey questions i know, but hope you dont mind and just carry on with it. :D here's the link!

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=zrgPMh97_2ft_2bdBCQXGHI5gQ_3d_3d
thanks in advance! ^^

happy memories.
went back to cedar yesterday. with lovely yanhui! yes it was sooo romantic. :D saw alot of my juniors! gosh- miss them alot. (: saw jerine, yicen, linxin! chatted with mr tan for quite awhile. all of us will be waiting for the dinner you promised me and yanhui! went G.O to collect certs and testimonials after that. then went to talk to aunty lily and uncle! gah. missed those time that i would stay back and study and chat with aunty lily for AT LEAST half an hour. we'll talk about anything! so it was pretty cool. (: miss aunty lily and uncle alot. they're the best canteen vendors ever. then we bought food (yanhui bought kokokrunch that we all love so much like nothing else in this world and i bought my favouritest lime juice!) and went to walk around school. actually it's ILLEGAL to do so but since we're graduates i dont think they'd mind us carryinf food and walking around. found a wooden bench and table underneath a big tree in the middle of the classroom block and sat down to eat. it was abit dirty but we didnt mind. cos the scenary was nice. and i loved the wind. linxin came to join us shortly. was doing her work there while we ate. hahas- o'levels was sure a time of hard work and mugging! then went over to kolom ayer CC to play vball. i meant yanhui and linxin, not me. i would've died playing with those two pros. managed to catch an unglam shot of them!

got scolded by yanhui so i stopped. hehs- then went suntec with her for dinner! we totally just hoped onto bus 857 without considering much cos linxin was like: you all can go suntec eat. this bus goes there. then we just boarded. HAHA(: after dinner went to my usual hangout i.e otaku house to walk walk see see. go suntec dont go otaku shop, i'll feel weird. HAHA. i can like totally memorise the layout of the whole shop already. they should import more products! im like dead bored with their current ones. I NEED MORE D.GRAY-MAN STUFF!!! :D sigh~ really miss the cedar days. like i would be studying in auto mode in canteen/classroom/family centre with atiqah/shermin/yanhui/mujia/inez+random ppl. now im just... slacking. rawr. i wonder what can get me back to my auto study mode again...

crazy experience.
gosh cant believe i scrapped through JCTs with a pass. it's totally OHMYGOD. i know i dont deserve it, cos i barely put in the effort to study. it feels like last year's MYEs. but also thank god that i passed JCTs overall, after moderation that is. if after mod i still didnt pass i think my tutors will come haunt me or sth. okay on second thought maybe they wouldnt since they've alr given up on me like a long long time ago. passing JCTs dont exactly make me feel happy.
GP - E
Maths - S
Bio - S
Chem -S
Econs - UNCLASSIFIED (U)
technically S is like a fail to me, so out of 5 subjects i only passed two. and if without the mod i'd have failed everything. and this means U for everything, not even as S. so this goes to show that last minute studying wont work for JC. im pretty sure of that now. maybe if i had an exco position to keep i would've studied like crazy like kenneth. but the thing is i dont. so i dont have a motivation to move me along. gah- who needs those. i think animes would be a much better source of inspiration for me rather than real life examples. for example Ichigo, he's like a damn good sub shinigami, like spend most of his time fighting etc etc. and he can still do like freaking well in school. shall aspire to become something like him! but firstly i think i need to take 92837495 supplements to strengthen my lousy body first. my immune system sucks to the core. first step to passing promos with all Es at least: take vitamins on a daily basis. (:

the akuma under the osaka appearance.
for those who dont watch D.GRAY-MAN and azumanga daioh, akuma means devil/demon and osaka is a character in azumanga daioh who is damn blur. talks damn slowly and she looks like she can bang into a lamp post anytime. hah- anyway. there's this person whom i know of who is exactly like the heading of this paragraph. damn pretentious. damn fake. damn mean. i cant stand it. and everyone treats her like some angel-fairy cos she's like such a goody goody person who overlooks your laziness just cause you didnt do a couple of tutorials. i think from now im not gonna look at her with respect, with this feeling that she will just overlook my shortcomings, with anything that gives her a plus in anything. SHE'S NOT WHAT YOU GUYS THINK SHE'S LIKE. or maybe it's just me and FTs. gah dunno. anyway, been sent to see the DM in these few weeks. cos of my attendance. maybe barred from promos but not sure yet. up to TJ to decide it for me. anyway ms ng said according to her records my attendance is only 10%. gosh, only toilet paper will believe that please. i dont absent myself 100% without MCs okay. i know my parent's letter definitely > MCs, but according to her records, i only attended 10% school? i think it's rubbish. no offence to any teachers or anything, i mean i know you guys dont see me around all the time, but please, 10% is pathetic. i can swear my attendance is DEFINITELY more than 10%. zettai. i think somethig's wrong with her records. but i cant do anything i guess. afterall i think the DM would believe more in osaka's records than my swearing with nothing to prove it.

slacking.
these few days i've been glued to this forum called sgcafe.sg. it's like damn cool cos all the ppl there are die-hard anime fans like me! and they all have interests in cosplay. :D damn cool. yayaye. got to meet alot of ppl there who share the same interests! i mean, there arent many ppl around me who are that crazy over anime. cosplay's my new interest btw. ^^ and my love for anime is like unbeatable. not even the guys around me can compare. so yeah. deep discussions are not possible in real life. im glad to have found an outlet for me to fangirl about D.GRAY-MAN and lots and lots of other stuff! :DDD so yeah. when im on the com, im either watching anime or keeping myself involved with the homies of sgcafe. hur- PROCRASTINATION is the root of all failures. this is so true.

peedub.
had PW meeting at marina square macs today! woke up late so cheng, ashy and sze jie had to wait for me for like more than an hour. SORRY GUYS! researched extensively, and headed down to NLB to source out print case studies. met theen yew and other TJCians at the Lee Kong Chian Reference Library! damn cool. TJCians are SO into pw i swear. the feeling of looking up library books for info is great actually. gives me a university student kind of feeling. which i like. (: okay sounds abit sadistic though. but to be shuffling along the shelves and really be keen on sourcing out some good info, makes you look like a hardworking twit. haha. and i hardly ever feel this way. so it's cool! i think we should go look for hard copy materials more often. i love the lee kong chian ref library!!! love the cool atmosphere. ^^ and NLB reminds me so much of dance concert. and me unable to perform for the night show. ): okay sad memories shall not be mentioned again. (: i miss those times that we had together~~~ oh then after that i went down to the lending section to source out manga. ashy and sze jie went home of course. so i was alone. i dont know why but i like the feeling of being left alone to waste time on myself these days. okay so i spent like a damn long time trying to find a manga that i want to read. book 4 of Never Give Up has not appeared yet still. so i decided to start on this manga callled Hikaru No Go, about this boy who has a soul trapped in his conscience. and this soul is a very skilled player at the game of Go, otherwise known as WeiQi. so the story is about how he and the soul communicates, play Go, beat ppl at games... etc. nice story, cos it comes from shounen jump. :D that's why i borrowed it. ^^ but they only have book 2 at the toa payoh library!!! how am i supposed to fly there to borrow. -frowns- they've got book 3, 4, 5 and 6 at the NLB though. stupid right. -.-" then went PS to go comics connection to SPECIALLY BUY my d.gray-man notebook. i wanted a notebook to record all my undone work and plan schedule... etc, and i figured it HAD to be d.gray-man. so went to comics connection to get the $1.00 one. haha. abit cheap, but it still says d.gray-man. and everytime i look at it, i get happy! so it motivates me to write in it more often, look at it more often, and hopefully do my work more often. :p oh there was a Japan and Korean food fair at ps too. damn tempting! got like SASHIMI. ahhhhh! i wanna eat! and lot of jap titbits. rawr- oh tmr's there's gonna be the world cosplay summit performance at 1pm and anime stage performance at 2pm. :x wanna go watch, but nobody wants to go. although i feel like spending some time with myself, but watching performances alone is boring. so i guess i wont be going afterall. :/

end of day.
nothing much happened after i got home from PS. just laze around and watched about 6 episodes of Bleach and stuff. my mood is like fluctuating now. hur- okay then shall go spend time on animes. though it's like 2.15am now. oh and bryan wants me to talk about him. so there. your name is mentioned. be happy. im not gonna say anything more. hahas- k that's it for now. oyasumi~

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Wednesday, July 9, 2008

3:19 PM

COSFEST VII. 5th - 6th JULY.

day1!
okay abit late but, yah. i'll blog about how crazy cosfest was! i cosplayed as lenalee from D.GRAY-MAN (like duh, it's my favourite anime.) with shermin who went as gothic lolita. DONT LAUGH. cosplay is a damn fun hobby. :D it was crazy lah. dont know why, but alot of ppl like wanted to take photos of us. i mean, im not photogenic or anything, so like, why take my photos? o.0 okay anyway. saw lots of other cosplayers there! the really really pro ones i mean. it's my first time cosplaying so like i dont know what to do. next time i wanna go in a group! oh then there was the anime karaoke singing competition. DAMN FUNNY. like, okay, i know it's mean to laugh at ppl but when you sing out of tune/ dont follow the music/ miss the opening... etc, IT'S HARD NOT TO. haha. the stalls there sold anime products WHICH I DIDN'T GET TO BUY cos my mum banned me from doing so. if she didn't i'd probably have spent my entire pocket money on stuff. yeah. OH AND I SAW MY ALLENWALKER!!! the same guy who was at STCC! :DDD i was like damn freaking high. oh yeah. more breaking news bout him later~ there's nothing much to talk about the event cos me and shermin were just walking in rounds and rounds. haha- OH and some freak guy kept following us. okay he's like my friend but, IT'S RUDE TO FOLLOW PPL AROUND WHEN YOU'VE GOT YOUR OWN GROUP OF FRIENDS YOU CAME WITH. like wth. get off my back you ass. hur- okay ether came when the thing was like ending. we talked awhile then me and shermin left. hahs- went back to her house playground to camwhore! YAY- cosfest is damn fun. :D

day 2!
was abit late but met cecilia and ether. cecilia was like, "ZOMG melo! :D" and *takes pictures* haha. it's good to see a long-time-no-see friend at such an event! (: then went to find ether. and we were talking about shawn poh! then sat down to watch the cosplay comeptitions which were damn entertaining. i think the L and gintoki and grimmjow in the singles were quite good. for the world cosplay summit rounds, i thought the final fantasy one (the guy with long hair and the girl wearing white) was quite good. the bleach team would've been better if they didnt screw up. :x the storyline was quite solid la, it's just the screw-ups. in the end the sailormoon team won. and they're gonna represent singapore. okay i got not much comments about them. hmm. then after that me and ether went to walk around. okay not really around, at a specific area to be precise. cos someone was there. :D wanted to take photo with -AHEM- but kinda didnt dare to cos it's like -AHEM- was like working. so yeah. kinda sad but at least we saw him! (: OH. then the freak guy came and follow me again! GRRR. so i grabbed ether's hand. haha:D he might have thought we were like together or sth so after awhile he disappeared. which is YAY. thanks alot ether! you scared him off with your MANLY BUILD. :DDDD then we talked about alot of stuff and took lots of pictures of other cosplayers. it was damn fun! but it would've been more fun if ether cosplayed also. hahs- we're gonna cosplay together sometime! like after promos. hehs(: okay now for pictures!

me and shermin!

kakashi! damn cool~

me and ether! <3

OMG! it's like STITCH! REMY!!!

some espadas and ukitake. they cosplay damn well! :D

allenwalker and his crown clown!!!

me! (im NOT zilian.)

a D.GRAY-MAN group with my allenwalker in it! :D

uchiha sasuke! (cosplayed by SHAWN POH!)

this allenwalker is a girl! :D and i find the lavi looks like nicholas. HAHA.

N! (cosplayed by shawn's brother)

oh man. poor L. hur-

by the way, shawn poh is a damn famous cosplayer in Singapore and he goes to Japan for like cosplay competitions. D: damn pro. and i just realised that my allenwalker from STCC is HIM. :D okay all along i thought that guy who cosplayed as allenwalker was not a local cos he had some funny accent. so i thought maybe i would never see him again since he like probably flew here to take part in STCC. then when i saw him at cosfest i was like, OMG. we're fated to meet again! then ether told me he is the shawn that she had been crazy about all this while! :D okay so now we xiao together when it comes to him. HAHA. so like the allenwalkr that i took pictures with = the uchiha sasuke guy. dont look like right!!! they're like completely two different ppl!!! so yeah. i like shawn! he's like my idol. :DD

yesterday had pe. like omg. ran lucky heights!!! it's been 987873682573 years since i last did pe. thanks shermaine and ether for being the sweetest friends ever! you all keep waiting for me although im like damn slow. :x i know you all could've gone faster... but you all still waited! THANKS A LOT GIRLS! (: lucky heights is crazy i tell you. it's a killer. hur- and my eyes were popping out in the middle of chem prac. skill A is horrendous. omg. had dance! unofficial prac. cos i wanted to go kpo the hip hop ppl. the guys are crazy. they improved like damn alot la!!! now they're like more pro than me alr. sigh~ i should've gone studio wu too. im so proud of them! yay! and then ate dinner with dicky leon and kenneth opp sch. it's been soooooooo long since i last ate with them alr! :D it was fun! i miss eating with them. (: then went home and collapsed. and ended up being sick. AGAIN. with fever. thanks to leon who cursed me for being sick. hur- anyway, i think my post is long enough. so i shall stop here! (:

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Wednesday, July 2, 2008

8:21 PM

i always do double posts when it comes to this kinda thing. shermin tagged me and i shall do it!

1.If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Give him a tight slap on the face, turn and walk away.

2.If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
For now it's for allen walker to come to life.

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
Leon Oh.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Get myself stuff that i want, then my family's, a condominium (i hate big houses) that is big enough to accomodate my family, start a business perhaps? and save some and donate some.

5. What's your ideal guy like?
ATTN: ideal. this wont be real anyway.
a guy like allen walker.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone.
It hurts both ways, so i dont see how either one could possibly be blissful. -.-

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
When the fact that he doesnt like me back crashes down on me? i suppose. i can like someone for a long time i guess.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Give it up la, DUH- what else can you do.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
OH. Taking pictures with that same guy on two consecutive days. :D

10. If you can die in one way, how will it be?
Die in my sleep. so i wouldnt know that im dying. yeah.

11. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
There's alot of things i could be, or rather, i want to be. Maybe a professional dancer; doctor; boss of a cosplay cafe?

12. Who is currently the most important ppl to you?
Yanhui says the question's grammer is wrong. HAH. erm if for a person, probably myself? okay that's like a damn self-centred answer but if i were to be non-existent then i cant answer this question alr. if for people, i guess everyone in this world. bad guys, good guys... if there were anyone missing then it's not the world we live in anymore.

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Shermin? She's my best friend. (:

14. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Hmmm. Dont know. i dont want to be single and i dont want to be poor. does that answer the question?

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up in the morning?
Look at the time and see if i overslept.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
No, cos i dont want to be hurt damn badly when things get bad.

17. If you fall in love with two ppl simultaneously, who would you pick?
Neither one. i'll be such an asshole if i were to feel this way.

18. What type of people do you hate?
I dont know, lots. Actually i cant really bring myself to hate someone. it's not a nice thing to do. i'll just be irritated. although i use the verb 'hate'.

19. The eight people you want to do this quiz?
Ashley
Darren
Casper
Sheila
Dyane
Claudia
Daphne
Millie (that is if she sees this even.)

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7:26 PM

i got the labtop, but my mum says it's not mine when she claims that she bought it for me! gah- whatever. i'll just do whatever i like with it. not like i'll spoil it or anything. (:

OH YES. go for COSFEST VII! i think it's like a damn cool event. :DDD like this sat and sun (050708 and 060708) at downtown east from 2pm - 7pm. OMG. i cant wait. (((: the singapore toy and comic convention at suntec city last week was damn cool! went on both days. HAHA. and i saw my freaking eyecandy on both days! :D he's like damn cool!!!! he cosplayed as allenwalker and he looks like him. and he's damn cute! i shall show you the pictures i took with him on both days! :D

cool right! -melts- oh man, he's like damn cute. :D i wonder if he'll go for cosfest! i think i'll totally go mad if i see him. HAHA. man, i wish i knew him, like have his email or sth. rah- okay i should stop hua chi-ing. :p

i dont wanna look at my freaking JCTs results. i got U for like maths. D: it's like my first time failing maths la. GRRR. but it's okay. i think i deserved it. cos i didnt study. i only rushed through the chapters like one day before the test. and with little practice too. so i guess for that amount of studying and getting 32/83, i think it's quite an achievement that i wont be proud of. well, i hope my other subjects arent that bad, like bio. omg i spent the most time on it. dont tell me i get less than my maths or else i'll just faint. hur- i bet yanhui babe did damn well since she's always a mugger. and atiqah too. MUGGERS. gah- when promos come i shall put in ten times the effort! afterall i want to get promoted, i dont wanna retain. :/

im totally crazy over tv shows and anime. i watched my bleach discs for dunno how many times alr. i can almost memorise their dialogue, just that it's in japanese. hehs- and i went to buy THE LEGEND dvd with bae yong jun the lead actor. i didnt use to like him cos he looked like such an old guy in his previous shows but then in this show he's like damn cute! with his damn nice long hair. :D i love him! in this show only, of course. cos he looks so uncle in the others. he should sport long hair! makes him look younger. haha(:

it's wednesday! there'll be neo angelique abyss later. YAY! and jigoku shoujo which is a repeated telecast. i dont know why they repeat it! and the show is like, no storyline. so i dont really get it. every episode you just see someone revenging on someone and the avenger gets his or her name in the list of ppl who are supposed to be sent to hell after they die. like there isnt a general link between all these episodes. so... dunno. maybe it's kinda like azumanga daioh. :D that show is like damn cute! it's like a slice-of-life kinda anime. (: oh but it just ended and shaugan no shana just took its place. and sean said it was a nice show so i'll be watching it! samurai deeper kyo is not bad too, although i dont really get the clans, tournaments whatever. i just think kyo is quite cool and different. AND D.GRAY-MAN! it's like damn exciting now. haha! claudia you better not spoil it for me. i hate reading manga. spoils the anime.

okay i should stop ranting about animes now. there's a stupid econs tutorial due tmr and i dont wanna do it. :/ econs is a disgusting subject and i dont want to sit for it. EEW. i HATE econs. econs go die. RAHHHH.