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Tuesday, April 15, 2008

6:25 PM

it's been more than a week since i last blogged. haha. is my life really that busy? eh no. i think i was just lazy to blog. and plus there were so many things happening, i think i didnt have the mood to.

im absent from school again today. :x if this continues i have a high probability of retaining man. im trying to give it my best, in my academics, in cheer, in dance. but often i get so tired that i end up skipping one day of school in a week. it's only week 5 now, and im already so looking froward to the june hols. but not as if it's going to be a relaxing one. but mummy promised a holiday trip! xD haha. to pulau rendang! YAY! so im looking forward to it and i shall work hard for now. (: JCTs are coming up, as everyone says, so i think i must start putting in more effort in my studies. i should commit myself to less stuff. yeps. but my choice to join cheer wasnt a regret at all. ((: im getting abit of maths, especially reciprocal graphs. but all the graph stuff before that are shitty. econs is still a fog to mee. im still unclear of what to do, and what the concepts are. chem is relatively okay, since mrs lim is only at chem bonding now. and i understand MOST of chem bonding. but i havent been paying attention to the previous few lectures. esp reaction kinetics. sigh~ and bio. biological molecules is a mess. ms tan shot me a question yesterday and i couldnt answer. reading off straight from the notes might have helped a little, but i totally dont understand what i've said. so it's kinda bad. go for it melo! you can do it! i hope.

i think im more disciplined now. i can go up to three days without touching the com! :D it's a self-accomplishment in some ways. haha. but still, i hope my labtop comes in soon. PW is getting hectic, i think i will need it more than ever. i cant be possibly fighting over the com with my bro everyday right. he needs his entertainment too. just like i need my anime. haha. i think our GPP will be great! hope kwan approves of it. im worrying fro my PI 2nd draft. just handed it up yesterday. i wonder what's it's grade. it's due next week if im not wrong. i have to submit my final draft. gah- i want an A for pw. hmmm. ): looking at how his classes did for last year's paper, im starting to worry. 87.2% distinction. Tj is second in the whole of singapore. but kwan's class didnt do relatively well. 13 classes got all As. out of godknows how many classes he taught, only one class got all As. sigh~ it's worrying.

im loading episode 21 of clannad now! have been chionging it since i woke up. haha. i wanted to finish it so as i dont leave it hanging. heh. 3 episodes left! im so happy. oh man, clannad is hilarious. and sad at some times. but i strongly recommend everyone who's interested in anime to watch it. like seriously. (:

chung cheng bazaar was okay. cos we reached rather late and there was less than an hour to the closing of the bazaar. i only got one candy floss from the whole thing. abit lame but it was worth the visit. the chung cheng lake really IS bigger than mee toh!!! it's freaking huge. DDD: and the school buildings are so damn cheena. i felt like i was in china. HAHA. xD the trip was enjoyable. with leon being super lame as usual. dyane was hi-ing everyone around. cos she knew so many ppl. kenneth was bringing us around the campus, dicky kept kinda quiet, and i didnt hear much of thaddeus talking. haha. I SAW LINXIN!!!! omg! it was such a long time since i last saw her! :DDDDD was so happy. missed the times we used to study like mad together. esp at marina's subway. :DDDD i wanna study there again! it's an ultra condusive place. (: sigh~ those are times when i miss the past like mad. not like the present isnt fun, but being in an all girls' school still has its edge over a co-ed one. (like we dont have crappy complicated relationships all around. haha.)

post-reverieIV party was extremely fun. before that went to TM with daphne parling and dicky to get jane's present. went to deborah's house after that. it was huge! but somehow glen's house felt bigger. haha. i dont know why. but her house's got a swimming pool! :D it's uber huge. then went to the basement and saw the seniors watching sweeny todd. watching but with eyes half covered. HAHA. i wonder what's so horrific about it. heh. daphne darling was quite scared. she hid behind me! D: i was just anticipating what was gonna happen. but we stopped watching even before the exciting part came on cos we had to go up and eat our dinner. which was pizza! i ate 3/4 of a really huge slice of hawaiin. and a chicken wing. then i was full. ridiculous but yeah. then there was the screening of the night show! which i wasnt in. felt emo during the year1 nd zaki items. but ah, im not a person who emos so i was okay after that. heh. like seriously, i dont think anyone will ever catch me emo again. (sec4 year was kinda scary for me though.) after screening, went up again to have cake! which was given to us by ms shawn tan! the ice cream cake was so difficult to cut. it took so much effort to get some tiny pieces out. haha. then the seniors left. left me, kenneth, dicky, leon, sheila staying over. nicole stayed til quite late but she went home still. i thought there were year2s staying over! but in the end there was only 5 of us kuku year1s. we slept in the basement! it was darn cold. i felt like some ice rock thorughout the whole night. before sleeping i was playing PSP like mad. haha. dj max is the funnest game ever. HAHA. xD then tried to sleep, but the guys were making so much noise. believe it or not, it was the guys talking through the whole night, not the girls. surprising eh. thank goodness i wasnt sleeping on the floor. i wouldnt be able to sleep if i was. so thanks kenneth for being so unwilling to switch places with me. then the next morning woke up to so many ppl trying to wake me up. sorry luh, im a heavy sleeper. i cant do without sleep. but finally decided to wake up cos i wanted to smash leon's phone so much. cos his alarm tone was set to move shake drop which is the song they kept playing the night before in an attempt to cheorograph dance steps. argh- it's seriously irritating man. deborah's mum prepared breakfast for us, which is cereal! :D her mum is so damn nice la! it reminds me of glen's parents. hmmm. maybe only a small portion of rich ppl are snobbish. i think that they're generally nice. :DDD then we all went for cheer! and was 1hour plus late. :x

okay cheer prac! was good, and fun! sorted stunts out, blockings plus a vague idea of the routine. trained my liberty in 15mins! which is quite an achievement! :D i can do liberty now! haha. damn damn cool. delta better not copy. or else i'll seriously change my liberty to scorpion. i'll train for it no matter what. HAH-

there's cheer tmr. im so looking forward to it! (: i love cheerleading man. (: as always! haha. but kenneth's injured so training for liberty is near impossible. and and and he is one of the major bases. which is bad. ): that means alot of stunts cant be trained! hope you get well soon. argh- things like these arent happening! and my ankle is swollen although it's much better now. this morning it was really horrible and i couldnt even walk. there're still blueish-black spots around my ankle but it doesnt hurt so much alr. after putting so much salonpas on it, that is. HAHA.

okay my clannad episode has finished loading! which is YAY. love my new blogskin???? comment on it! I LOVE IT LIKE MAD. :DDDD i shall go watch now. i hope gamma wins cheer + overall champion. kenneth get well soon! (: