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Thursday, March 27, 2008

12:28 AM

okay i didnt go to school again today. sucks. term2 has just gone into the second week and i've not been in school for like 4 days alr. im seriously thinking i cant hit the 90% attendance thing. :/ serious crap. i NEED to wake up for goodness sake. gosh- and i need my stomach to be better asap. it's affecting me. argh. im super irritated with myself now. if i get retained and i dont get into medical because of it i think i can just go die. and econs is freaking pissing me off cos i dont get it and there's a test tmr. hoho. why am i so screwed. this is pointless man. i should just spend my time polishing up my dance skills and then seek for some opportunity to make dance my lifetime career or sth. or maybe i can live with taekwondo too. like train like siao and be some national player. HAH- fat hopes man. with my lousy dance skills and my so-so taekwondo skills. sheesh. i should stop daydreaming and start thinking what i can do other than medicine. but i really want to go into medical. but competition is tough and judging by how sucky i am, how am i going to compete with the others? if i go into bio engineering i think i might as well just die. it's so damn freaking boring. hur- i need to sort this out soon. :/ im in a freaking dilemma now. i dont want A's to come so soon. ): i dont have enough time to make up for what i've lost. dance is sucking my time and life away. but why am i still in it? cos i like it. and i really hope to achieve sth in there. but now it's more like im more for dance than for academics. which is not good. omfg. i need to focus. and cheer's coming up and everything's gonna plunge into a mess again. but cheerleading is my passion too! i cant give it up either. okay. i need to have proper time management. no, i think i need my labtop soon. so i dont have to fight with my bro over the com to watch my animes. and whenever i want to watch i have to wait for it to load. if i have my own labtop i can just on it when i come home and set my animes to load and i shall study at the same time! i think that way i can be more efficient. yeps. so yeah, hope it comes in soon. ): goddad i really need the laptop. T-T okay. i should stop ranting. like now.

watched burst angel just now. super cool episode. hoho. it was about jo and meg's past. like how they met. omg i love jo alot. her and her freaking cool white long hair. now it's short. like allenwalker!'s. :D but i liked it long. ): but anw, she's like born with super cool abilities and she can shoot like she's born with the talent. haha. it's not the usual mecha anime so it's damn cool. (: yay i cant wait for the next episode. haha. i've been waiting all week for animania now. i love wednesday, thursday and not to mention FRIDAY nights! cos all these days have animania and it just makes my day better cos at lest i have sth to look forward to at night. mondays and tuesdays are boring luh. haha. i cant wait for friday. D.Gray-Man!!! :DDDD yay! i cant wait to see what allenwalker! would do cos lenalee disappeared into the stupid hole set up by rero in the last episode. AHHHH. ): stupid noahs.

there's a new jap movie coming to singapore! and it's called crows zero!!! and guess what? the guy who atced as sano izumi in the jap version of hanakimi is acting in it! woots! does anybody want to watch it with me???? :DDD cos i really really want to watch. (: it's a manga adaptation somemore. woots. that makes it even better. and he looks damn badass in it. hahahahaha. (:

okay i think i should stop blogging alr. need to go study for my econs test which is tmr. ): sigh~ im gonna flunk it. like my mole concept lecture test which i only scored 16/25. :/ BLAH. down with econs. DIE.