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Sunday, December 30, 2007

6:02 AM

i thought i wouldnt be able to adjust to school life again since im always nocturnal nowadays. but all thanks to my flu medicine, i think i can. it knocked me out at 10.30pm last night and now im up at 5.30am. hurs- so i think i can, afterall. and i think it's just right. for the next few days i shall just keep my routine like that. then i will be able to adapt back to school life again! :DDD yay, im looking forward to 2jan. (:

you know i think i should go for dance dinner and pon family dinner. anyways the family dinner is just my mum, her boyfriend and my bro. and i think if i went for family dinner i'll be sulking away cos i dont get to go for my dance dinner. but then again, just because i mentioned to him im having a dance dinner today as well and asked him if we could have family lunch instead, my mum erupted on me. and then she went on ranting about how i should not even have mentioned to him about the dinner cos he would be concious of the fact that i have another dinner going on and would ask me to go for it. in the end i was so irritated with her i just told him that it's fine and we'll just stick to family dinner. but you know what? that guy dont even have the basic qualities of a gentleman. his last message to me was like: '...go for your dinner. we'll arrange dinner another day. gdnite.' and even though i replied to tell him it's okay we can go ahead with out dinner lest my mum screams at me again, he DIDNT even reply. mygod. i was so darn pissed. and my mum had to stand beside me and keep ranting and ranting. so, it's my fault that i just politely asked if the dinner could be changed to lunch? so it's my fault he didnt reply? so it's my fault that he's always too busy to even find a freaking day that he's free to go dinner with us? it just goes to show where his priority is. if he's that concerned about the dinner with us he could find time to dine with us anytime okay. it's not a matter of where my priority lies -with a family like that i think i'll choose friends over family anytime. it's a matter of whether he even takes the effort to find time for us. so, it's just so difficult to reschedule a freaking dinner ehs? fine la, so be it lor. if he doesnt want the dinner then i'll just go for dance dinner. SHEESH.

i kinda ponned last day of work. wasnt feeling very well when i woke up. (like i always felt the same way back during schooldays) but then, i didnt go take mc. mc or not, i still wont get pay for that day anyway. so why waste the money go take mc. i still have loads of medicine anyway. i think it's impossible for anyone to agree with the way i think so yeah. and i think my pay wont be alot so well, whatever-

when i get my pay, i shall buy some stuff to celebrate end of work and start of school! maybe i shall go buy the D.Gray-Man comic which my dumb brother kept tempting me to buy. :DDD yay! okay. actually i want to go watch Vexille. i thought it was stupid but after reading the short synopsis in i-mag, i found that it was actually pretty nice. (: i meant the storyline, not the drawing. i hate the drawing. but oh well, i cant find anybody to go with. firstly, not alot of ppl watch anime. secondly, ppl who watch anime dont like that particular kind of drawing. so yeah. :/ shermin im not refering to you in particular so dont worry. ^^

waking up at 5.30am isnt that bad at all. i feel really refreshed. (: and it's fun to see all the buses turning into the terminal early in the morning. reminds me of when i was mugging for o's i'd do the same thing - stare out of the window and look at the buses turn into the terminal early in the morning. :DDD okay at least now im not mugging now. not for studies at least. i shall go mug on my animes now. ((: