LOVE.

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Sunday, December 30, 2007

6:02 AM

i thought i wouldnt be able to adjust to school life again since im always nocturnal nowadays. but all thanks to my flu medicine, i think i can. it knocked me out at 10.30pm last night and now im up at 5.30am. hurs- so i think i can, afterall. and i think it's just right. for the next few days i shall just keep my routine like that. then i will be able to adapt back to school life again! :DDD yay, im looking forward to 2jan. (:

you know i think i should go for dance dinner and pon family dinner. anyways the family dinner is just my mum, her boyfriend and my bro. and i think if i went for family dinner i'll be sulking away cos i dont get to go for my dance dinner. but then again, just because i mentioned to him im having a dance dinner today as well and asked him if we could have family lunch instead, my mum erupted on me. and then she went on ranting about how i should not even have mentioned to him about the dinner cos he would be concious of the fact that i have another dinner going on and would ask me to go for it. in the end i was so irritated with her i just told him that it's fine and we'll just stick to family dinner. but you know what? that guy dont even have the basic qualities of a gentleman. his last message to me was like: '...go for your dinner. we'll arrange dinner another day. gdnite.' and even though i replied to tell him it's okay we can go ahead with out dinner lest my mum screams at me again, he DIDNT even reply. mygod. i was so darn pissed. and my mum had to stand beside me and keep ranting and ranting. so, it's my fault that i just politely asked if the dinner could be changed to lunch? so it's my fault he didnt reply? so it's my fault that he's always too busy to even find a freaking day that he's free to go dinner with us? it just goes to show where his priority is. if he's that concerned about the dinner with us he could find time to dine with us anytime okay. it's not a matter of where my priority lies -with a family like that i think i'll choose friends over family anytime. it's a matter of whether he even takes the effort to find time for us. so, it's just so difficult to reschedule a freaking dinner ehs? fine la, so be it lor. if he doesnt want the dinner then i'll just go for dance dinner. SHEESH.

i kinda ponned last day of work. wasnt feeling very well when i woke up. (like i always felt the same way back during schooldays) but then, i didnt go take mc. mc or not, i still wont get pay for that day anyway. so why waste the money go take mc. i still have loads of medicine anyway. i think it's impossible for anyone to agree with the way i think so yeah. and i think my pay wont be alot so well, whatever-

when i get my pay, i shall buy some stuff to celebrate end of work and start of school! maybe i shall go buy the D.Gray-Man comic which my dumb brother kept tempting me to buy. :DDD yay! okay. actually i want to go watch Vexille. i thought it was stupid but after reading the short synopsis in i-mag, i found that it was actually pretty nice. (: i meant the storyline, not the drawing. i hate the drawing. but oh well, i cant find anybody to go with. firstly, not alot of ppl watch anime. secondly, ppl who watch anime dont like that particular kind of drawing. so yeah. :/ shermin im not refering to you in particular so dont worry. ^^

waking up at 5.30am isnt that bad at all. i feel really refreshed. (: and it's fun to see all the buses turning into the terminal early in the morning. reminds me of when i was mugging for o's i'd do the same thing - stare out of the window and look at the buses turn into the terminal early in the morning. :DDD okay at least now im not mugging now. not for studies at least. i shall go mug on my animes now. ((:

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Friday, December 28, 2007

9:10 PM

ohh listen to this song! actually i wanted to put it on my blog but then i dont know how to do the codes [the player size was too big for my white column and it'll overlap the posts], so yeah i'll just post it here. hehs. hope you enjoy! :DD

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6:52 PM

yay i changed my blogskin! :D i like this one. well, i had a rather hard time trying to find one blogskin that could work normally. :/ i tried about 3 blogskins before this one; all couldnt work normally. hurs- i wonder if it's my blog's problem cos it seemed to be working fine for other ppl using it. >.<

tmr's my last day of work! im happy yet abit unreluctant to. i mean, i enjoy doing those stuff. but i guess im not ready for work stress yet. hahas- working as a retail assisstant can be really stressful at times. especially during the christmas season you know. haha. so yeah, when i stop working i think i'll feel less stressed up. and i can go EXERCISE. im currently 41kg now, and i gained like 4kg in TWO freaking months. damn. this is seriously depressing. i mean, i never used to gain weight so fast before. argh, not exercising is B-A-D. hur. shermin, get me my hula hoop soon! i need it superrr badly...

im so looking forward to 11pm! :DDD tonight's episode of D.gray-man would be the same episode telecasted in tokyo this week! yay im so happy that finally mediacorp is doing something this great. ((: yays~ inezlau and i are super fangirls! she's a fangirl of live things and im a fangirl of dead ones, she said. but oh well. i dont mind. ^^ it's true in some sense. hahas-

i dont want to go countdown at vivo anymore. it's gonna be super crowded. RAHHH. inezlau and tiffywong, HOW?! hurry choose a place. haha. here's a nice jap lullaby. :D

-natsuhiboshi;naruto-
natsuhiboshi naze akai
yuube kanashii yume o mita
naite hanashita
akai me yo
natsuhiboshi naze mayou
kieta warashi wo sagashiteru
dakara kanashii yume o miru

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Wednesday, December 26, 2007

8:50 PM

HAPPY BOXING DAY AND BELATED MERRY CHRISTMAS!
i was too tired to blog on christmas day itself. heh.

christmas eve dinner with azel, inezlau! and tiffy was super fun! :D we had dinner at paragon swensens. i remembered that many years back when i was a little kid i went to that particular swensens and they served us MELTED ICE-CREAM. i've never been there since then. haha. but okay when i was there on christmas eve, they served nice food and unmelted ice-cream!! i ate chicken baked rice and shared topless five with inez, azel and tiffy. on top of that me and inez ordered sticky chewy chocolate to share too! :D it was a nice dinner. ((: after that we went vivo cos there were too many ppl there and tiffy was afraid of getting sprayed. and azel needed to go there too cos her cousin lives there. so we went vivo to countdown instead. we just sat at the amphi-theatre place and chat and chat and chat! we were sort of counting down to christmas but then the place was just dead, like nobody was even counting down. not high at all. hahs- but it's okay, i think it's much better than being at orhard and keep getting squeezed and probably sprayed.

went to watch i am legend yesterday. the movie was nice! though the ppl i watched with said it wasnt nice. HUR them lah. it had a sad-happy ending. sad that the protagonist died, but happy cos they found a cure for the deadly disease. it's pretty scarey actually. it could happen to us. the story was about the mutation of this virus that some kuku doctor used to cure cancer. it was successful at first but then the virus mutated and became an air-borne disease that could infect almost anybody. so three years after the mutation of this virus, the story starts. the protagonist thinks he's the only living human now, as the disease has killed off almost all of the humans. and there were this groups of infected individuals who didnt die but instead became this monsters known as the dark seekers. they only came out in the dark cos they are sensitive to UV rays. the protagonist has a dog called sam which accompanies him everywhere he went - to get food, to hunt, to sleep. this dog died in the end because he wanted to protect the protagonist from the dark seekers attack one night. and when he thought he was all alone in this world and tried committing suicide by confronting the dark seekers (they're just mutated humans with minds of beats), a woman and a boy appeared to save him. the woman told him about a village up in the mountains of some dont-know-what place where there are ppl who live there. apparently the disease cant withstand cold. so yeah, there was this group of humans who were still alive. he didnt believe at first, but eventually did. one day the dark seekers found their way to his house(they didnt knew where he stayed at first so he was quite safe at night being at home) and they totally destroyed the house. the protagonist and the woman and the boy hid in the lab under the house but the dark seekers still found them. (the lab was where the protagonist researched to find a cure to save the dark seekers and turn them back into humans.) on the brink of death th eprotagonist found that the experiment he was trying on a dark seeker he captured worked, so he risked his life to protect it. he took the vaccine, passed it to the woman and boy, and asked them to hide in a secret room and only to come out when the sun is up. he himself wanted to protect the vaccine he tried so hard to find and blew himself up with a grenade, together with all the dark seekers that were attacking them. so the protagonist dedicated his life to find the vaccine to save and resurrect the human population. interesting story, huh?

i cried alot alot when sam died. it's like, my tears were just flowing non-stop for that half an hour when they showed her death and the life of the protagonist without her. after that went to tiffy's house to satyover! it was supposed to be a mahjong session stay over but then inezlau refused to let us teach her, so we ended up playing taidi for what seemed like, more than 4hours. we played from about 10pm to 2am. hahs- and chatted as we played. tiffy taught me and inezlau how to play a piano tune! it was damn nice; i was quite surprised i could grasp it so fast. hahs. after getting uber bored of taidi we went to watch Bring It On season3!!! OHMYGOD their routines are like, MAD. we watched the shets' routine like, 3times over. hahs. i felt rather zi bei after that. look at them and us. what a BIG difference. their swedish fall is like a 3-level one and ours is like what? 2-level? and they threw the flyer from the third level to the first level okay! (level as in the stunts height. level one is like the base, then level two is flyer-base, then level three is the real flyers, kinda thing. okay i dont think you'd get me but anyways-) and i loved their double dragon thing. so darn cool. and their routine is like so HOT! i love sarah, the gothic girl. haha. i think she's damn pretty and hot! ohman. im totally going crazy over that show. i want to cut out the whole of SHETS' routine and put the video in my phone. WOOTS~ and throughout the whole stayover inezlau was just ranting and ranting about bang bang tang. -.- i dont personally like them but okay, just listen to inezlau cos she really very poor thing with nobody to talk to about them cos nobody likes them. hahs- but okay la, it wasnt that bad. she was just going uber high about gui gui from hei se hui mei mei. i think she's quite alright, and im so WOW-ed by her stitch collection! ahhh thjey're damn cute! i think gui gui would be the only hei se hui mei mei i like. >.<

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Saturday, December 22, 2007

11:25 PM

what does this look like to you? i seriously doubt the 'guaranteed legal' part... -.- i bet it's just another loan shark scam which claims that they're some high class finance company who provides loan to ppl. and then they'll charge you extra interest if you cant pay up or something. and 'friendly repayment', sounds really really doubious. o.O dont get cheated by such scams!

went out with my mum after work today. i thought we were going shopping so i went despite being so shagged and tired out. then when i reached she just shoved me her shopping bag and said, 'nah, help me take.' like wth. okay so i helped her with the bag, no problem. bu then after dinner right, i thought we were gonna do shopping, BUT all i ended up doing is getting dragged around by my mum to shops to do HER christmas shopping. when i stayed in a particular place for a little longer to see my stuff, she totally screamed and me and said, 'oi, no time alr. shop closing, can you hurry or not.' like wth wth wth.if i knew it was going to be like that i wouldnt even have agreed to go out. i was sooo damn tired and still have to help her carry her shoping bags and stuff. and she obviously cant sense my unhappiness. she's really really really insensitive towards me. hur-

oh oh, komala lunch! yay went komala on friday with uma, adhi[?], yirong, sofia, weiling, shermin, pamela and lauren. it has been such a long time since i last went little india. and im such a swaku singaporean. i hardly even eat indian food. and komala serves only indian vegetarian food. haha. the whole bunch of us went in like a bunch of swaku kids. ad we all kept asking uma what's this and what's that, how does it taste like, what's it made of...etc. and seriously, we made ALOT of noise in the restaurant. haha. okay so i finally decided to order bathurra, which was some gigantic ball of dough filled with air. it's like, a balloon. but it was nice! i ordered the same thing as pamela. pamela kept complaining about the chippi inside the curry. haha. i didnt know she took so much curry! i didnt even finish half of my curry. -.- uma's sister IS very spoilt. i would really slap her if she was my sister. haha no offence uma, if you see this. haha. but seriously, she needs to have some discipline. who agrees! i hope she doesnt grow up being a brat. after all she's only 6 years old and i hope that she gets some proper discipline before she gets older... we went mustafa after that. and i didnt know they had such weird security measures. ppl who ahd big bags had to put on the plastic locket to lock your bags so as to ensure you dont steal anything. my bag was small so they figured i cant stuff anything in anyway so they didnt lock my bag. haha. but it was really interesting. they even locked plastic bags and hand carriers. -.- mustafa was as crowded as ever, and as big as ever! i only went there once; i remembered when i was in primary school i entered the building accidentally while roaming teh area. and upon realising i was at the wrong place i quickly esited. so i only stepped into mustafa for like what, less than 1min? hah. so you can consider friday as my frist time being at mustafa. ((: but there really isnt much there, except for the supposedly cheap goods. so me and shermin left about half an hour after stepping in there and we headed to vivo AGAIN. to go daiso and some other places we didnt go the other day because of time constraints. haha. we went BEST denki and played on the nintendo DS game, Big Brain Academy. my brain is 100g heavier than shermin's! 700g+++ going 800g. haha. the game was really really fun. if they have it as a PC or PSP game i'd totally buy it. (i assume someone's going to buy me a PSP.)

and since i got into a jc, someone's supposed to get me a laptop too! i cant wait. though i think it wont be that soon. :/ but still, hope i can get it asap. :D this com im using is getting darn slow cos it doesnt have enough ram and my stupid brother keeps downloading useless stuff and slows the com down further. HUR-

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Tuesday, December 18, 2007

11:37 PM

NYEH i've been too lazy to blog lately. too many things going on at the same time. but at least now, most of the things are settled. woots. (: but anyway i dont think anybody comes to read my blog so it doesnt really matter if i blog or not. -.-

today i went vivo with shermin! it was really fun. i wore 3inch heels and thought i'll be able to survive shopping on heels. but then again, heels proved me wrong. we shopped halfway and i couldnt tahan the sore in my feet so we went to buy a pair of slippers. oh, i needed new slippers anyway. i bought it from ripcurl! and it was like 50% off. haha. we spent alot of time at toys'r'us trying to find presents for shermin's cousins but we didnt get anything in the end. but toys'r'us was fun! there were power rangers there and shermin wanted to take photo with them, but didnt. hahs- and then we also spent alot of time at pageone doing some special shopping! and most of the time we were hanging around the literature section. we were practically surrounded by all sorts of lit texts. hmm. and we saw this book!

it instantly reminded us of ms chng! haha. i saw alot of books that i wanted to read, but i dont think the national library would have any of these books. so perhaps you can get me one for christmas!

1. JPOD by _______?

2. the curious incident of the dog by _______?

all lit texts, and can be found at pageone. (:

and i realised i havent blog aboutclass chalets yet! woots!

2i chalet-

10-11dec! we had indoors bbq! it was really fun cos it was my first time bbq-ing indoors. we waited for the rain to stop and then we set up a fire outside, but then when our fire started, the rain came back again. we realised it was too silly to be shelering the fire to bbq out in the rain so we decided to move indoors. and thanks to jiani, we got the fire started really quickly! :D jiani is such a pro. haha. and our fire looked like this:

so cool right! jiani and px were fanning the pit and the sparks were like coming out like this. haha. so pretty. (: and after much ppl left staf and i decided to leave the bbq to michelle and charlene and we went to the arcade! like last year, we played para para! and we also played stuff like the basketball machine (i scored 100+ pts solo okay! :D) and the stepping dance one. haha. i really sweated alot playing that, maybe i can go play frequently as part of my exercise regime! HAHS. we went over to play pool with yusin for awhile cos everybody abandoned her and she still had 20mins of playtime left. but then i totally suck at pool and i shall never play it again unless necessary. ohman, non-physics shouldnt touch pool at all luh. -.- after gaming at the arcade so long, we went back to the chalet and after tidying up the whole place, we all slept. and staf flew off to hk the next day...

4z chalet-

it was super super fun too! although we didnt really take alot of pics. it was from 12-14dec! first night we had bbq, and amazingly less than half the class came. alot of ppl backed out at the last minute. :/ but the bbq was fun! we had two pits, one with a dying fire and one with a super 'hiong' fire, and we had to keep sprinkling the 'holy water' to calm the stupid fire down. mr tan came with his wife and we re-heated the food for them. but then since they came so late, by the time they were eating we were already starting to bbq marshmallows alr. and rachel and gang bought chocolate to melt for the bananas mr tan brought and to go with marshmallows! bel's was unsuccessful at first but after a few tries it worked. jolene a.k.a bus11 had the best creation; she added banana slices and marshmallows and chocolate into the whole aluminium foil thing and melt together. and it was nice! after that lauren and i got so bored we began to bbq the corn leaves, i guess we looked retarded.

the morning of the second day was spent at escape, where i tried the go-kart for the first time. i speeded like mad! i remember overtaking weiling and yanhui hit my car once. haha. and we went into the haunted house. despite my second time there, i was still darn afraid. most of the time i was just hiding behind bus11's shoulder. i didnt see much. hur. and i know yanhui and the others were pretty scared as well. thanks weiling for volunteering to be the first one to go in! we were like super scared. and we went on all rides! erm, but not all of us dared to go on certain rides. like the inverter, only me and yanhui went. -.- really! it's not scary at all!!! i dont know why ppl were screaming though. it really really isnt scary. should go and try sometime you know! ^^ and at lunch, shermin played wth her food and created a singapore flag with the tartar sauce and chilli sauce she had:

looks cool huh. and they went to play captain's ball and stuff and i decided randomly to go collect my x-ray report. hahs. everything was fine, i guess maybe i strained my back only. wheni fell down during the rollerblading course? yeah, probably. and we played truth or dare for awhile when i returned and forced alot of things out of yanhui! HAHA- (evil laughs; pu lai pu qu! tsktsk.) and we went to pasir ris beach in the evening for a stroll, and we were supposed to be playing with the vball but then we ended up playing shadows. -.- but it was damn fun! haha! next time we go play again okay! ((: we didnt do much after that, then the next day we checked out and went home. oh before going home, we all stopped at tanah merah to see wj meet up with yanhui! FWAHAHAS.

i guess that's all. nyah. i think i will change my blogskin soon. hehs. im going to watch naruto now! and shermin hasnt caught up with me yet. nyeh! ((: yayaye i love to watch animes! :D

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Wednesday, December 5, 2007

8:26 PM

work has been really tiring recently. i have no idea why though. time seem to pass so slowly in the afternoon. especially around 1 to 5pm. hur. thank goodness im off tmr. can have a nice rest. (:

dance farewell on monday. went sentosa. okay, it was not what i expected to be. there were so many sec1s and sec3s missing, it didnt even feel like a proper farewell. but i shant grumble too much, since the really nice juniors took the effort and time to organise it plus overspend their budget. (: thank you juniors! but we had nothing much to do. played a bit of volleyball, but the sand was hot and nobody knew how to play except a few. so yeah, wasnt really fun. then we went to play with the water, but it's like, there wasnt much to do. i TRIED to tan, but obviously nothing happened. HUR. i want to become tanner! ): everybody frantically put on their sunblock lotion and stuff. but i did nothing. yuck, i hate those oily substance on my skin. haha. and then after that, because of we were too too bored, me, xp, huiyi and charmaine went through the jungle trail! and then when we came out, we went over to the cool deck to play pool. a few of these obviously underaged kids were waiting for the pool table and commenting on us. it was darn irritating. especially that fat boy in yellow shirt. he's so darn annoying, and i wanted to kick him in the ass. but well, i didnt. i just stood there quietly. and i've made a conclusion! non-physics ppl shouldnt play pool. i didnt even get like, one ball in. sorry char, i think it was bad for you to have me in your team. -.- we packed up and left sentosa about 6pm. i want to go sentosa again, and play volleyball properly! ):

today my boss, dennis, talked to me about my future career. yeah, i always had an interest in the tourism industry. but then, to work in that industry, you have to go to poly and take up their tourism course, but my mum refuses to let me go to a poly. Dennis asked me to go for it, as in, do what i really want to do, but obviously my mum will be there to stop me. she said it would be a waste of my talent if i went poly. T.T so i dont know. maybe i shall decide after getting back my o's results. right now i dont even know where i'll be going for PAE. PLEASE dont let it be ac!

my life is as boring as usual, so i have nothing to blog about. but im just really looking forward to the chalets next week! a whole week of chalet! YAY! ((: and i know a particular poly would be having exams in that week. HAHA. good luck man. (: YAY CHALET!