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Saturday, October 27, 2007
3:47 PM

and so what was it that let to this disappointment?
was it just a personal grudge,
or was it just an experimental error?
indulged in a world of fantasy,
i could hardly regain any conciousness.
there was no time to focus,
or was it just time that slipped by without me trying to catch hold of it?
seeing the ribbons of the seconds float past,
i did nothing. just watching the beautiful ribbons fly away in silence.
there was no attempt to stop the clock,
there was no attempt to work,
there was no attempt with the outside world.
and i just sat in a world of enveloping darkness.

yet, when i finally realised my folly,
i was struck down with a couple of stones.
i felt the urgency for that split second,
and it did not falter.
that has not happened in a very long time.
i could see my power regaining,
like on a meter that detects the power within a human.
the needle of that device was moving towards the positive end.
i was satisfied.
and then it came.
a sense of betrayal by a known source.
it was a package in a nice wrapper,
and i was attracted to it.
until i opened it.
i could see my power being drained away by a mysterious sucking power coming from that package.
i could see that sucking power;
selfishness, self-centredness and complacency.
that was some mighty power.
i became totally drained of enegy and devoid of all motivation to pick myself up again.
and,

that is the reason why you are reading this now.