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Wednesday, October 10, 2007
12:04 AM

a surge of complicated emotions.
i dont know what to say.
give me a bottle of universal indicator.
i would like to know what im feeling right now.
darn darn screwed.
at that moment, i felt it was best i wasnt alive.
really.
stop pinning hopes on me.
really.
stop expecting i'd do some fascinating stuff.
really.
stop thinking i can do it.
really.
cos I CANT.
why dont you take my place?
and try what it's like standing there, doing something you dont know yourself?
the once familiar grounds, has turned unfamiliar.
it is like a complete stranger to me now.
hello stranger.
i wished i didnt have to meet you.

and somehow i felt prick in those words.
was there a tinge of mockery in them?

i feel remorseful.
i shouldnt have said those.
i think it must have hurt you.
sorry.
i didnt mean it.
truly.

in some way or some other,
i feel a change in myself.
an incorrigible change.
is that how you spell that?
i feel like a total moron in despair.

can someone shed some light on me?
i think i've lost my way.