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Sunday, September 30, 2007
1:07 AM

amidst all the studying, i always find time to do other meaningful things.
like today.
i brought my beloved grandma to the doctor's.
everytime i would dread doing this cos i always had to wake up very early on saturday mornings.
but at the end of the day i would realise it's not as dreadful as i thought it would have been.
afterall, she was the one who brought me up since young.
i couldnt be that unfilial to grumble just to bring her to see a doctor right?
compared to what she has done for me and my brother all these years,
bringing us up while both our parents worked,
this is definitely insignificant.
we used to live together, but now we dont.
we used to share one bedroom, but now we dont.
we used to walk the same roads together, now we dont.
as young teenagers, we must not forget what our elders have done for us.
we cannot neglect the fact that they've brought us up.
so everyone should do their part in showing appreciation for their elders, be it your grandparents or your parents.

my grandma is already 73-years-old this year.
but she doesnt want to admit that.
she still wants to go work.
at a factory somemore.
sigh. i dont know how to make her give up that idea.
she now lives in a rented room with my dad's ex-colleague.
and apparently she's not happy with that.
i want to live with her, but it's not within my means for such things.
i miss the good old days. why did my life turn out like this?
im not happy now, neither was i in the past.
i dont understand family love. cos i guess i never had too much of it in the first place.
even before it turned into a complicated web of relations,
i dont think i ever felt that i had a whole family before.
truly depressing, isnt it?
oh well. i resign to my fate. withered.

my lovely grandma and i<3