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Tuesday, September 25, 2007
9:16 PM

im feeling darn sucky right now.
looks like the whole world got back more than half of their results and im still held in suspense.
it's not a good feeling.
they either say they've not done very well or they've done okay.
but what about me?
i have no idea how my results are going to turn out like.
i dont want horrific results.
i dont want lousy results.
i dont want.
i can imagine _____'s face now, asking me why i didnt turn up for school today.
and i dont have an MC.
great.
he's going to give me that 'WHY NO MC' face again. x(
i dont want all this.
i didnt expect my nose to act up on this morning that i've been looking forward to.
it just struck me down like that. argh.
i hate runny nose. ):
i hate it. i hate it. i hate it.

my mummy objects me to being a social worker.
WHY?!?!?!!???!?!?!
but i want to help others!
i dont want to be a doctor.
i dont seem to have the qualifications of being a coporate comms officer.
and i hate banking/accountancy/anything with numbers.
i cant imagine myself working with numbers all day.
i want to work with people!
i like working with others. so i have already set my mind to work in the service industry next time.
but my mummy just have to oppose to it. WHY?!?!?!?!

and just when i thought my problems would stop increasing,
one huge one just fell on me yesterday night.
argh. it's irritating. it's freaking irritating.
and i assume everyone's mugging now. cos nobody's online.
and im here ranting about everything.
that's quite loser. gah-
and my life is so boring and dull that all i look forward to everyday is for my mummy to come home.
and you know why?
so that we can watch bleach together on the internet.
GAH.
and she's not home yet. so im still waiting. waiting for her to be back soon.
hope i'll be well and okay to go school tmr.
and then i have to go and look up all my subject teachers for my papers ALONE.
eee. i hate being alone. i guess cos im not independant.
oh well.
so many things to do, but there's only one me.
sometimes, i wished i had doraemon to help me.
or give me some potion that makes me split into many, many melos.
maybe i should go study now.
all this ranting's not going to make me feel better about how loser i am.
yes, go study melo.
GO.