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Monday, September 24, 2007

12:01 AM

here are the english lyrics for the song in the previous post(:

For the people who always hold me up,
I put my daily thoughts into this Rhapsody.
Delivering my feelings of appreciation.
Thanks for always.
Thanks, really.
No matter where you are, I'm grateful for your presence.
When the twilight city was bathed in vermilion.
I walked the streets without a care.
In the afternoon, when crowds of comer and goers swell,
I tried just sort of standing still.
When a tiny gap opened in my heart,
I tried to fill it by learning cell phone manners.
You're not alone, just look.
We'll hold each other up.
For the people who always hold me up,
I put my daily thoughts into this Rhapsody.
Delivering my feelings of appreciation.
Thanks for always.
Thanks, really.
No matter where you are, I'm grateful for your presence.

dont you think it's so meaningful and grateful?
i shall learn it and sing it to ppl someday. (:

i had a really bad dream last night.
here's how the story goes:
i was standing right in front of my hamster cage when my phone beeped.
i opened up the message and looked at it.
the next moment, i broke down.
"Your best friend is dead."
it was from an unkown sender; i couldnt confirm if it was a prank or anything like that.
but the moment i saw the five words i just couldnt control myself and broke down.
when i finally calmed down, i called over to my friend's house.
nobody answered.
i was so desperate i called another five times.
then, a familiar female voice answered the call.
it wasnt my friend, but her mother. she was crying over the phone.
i asked "Auntie, what's the matter? Did anything happen?"
and she broke the news to me.
still holding the receiver, i wailed.
it was really a horrible feeling. i didnt know what to do.
i demanded my dad who was at home with me to bring me over to my friend's house immediately.
he had asked what happened, but i was too overwhelmed to talk.
i just cried and cried and cried.
the next thing i knew, i fainted.
then i woke up in my bed. tears were still rolling down my cheeks.
i anxiously checked my phone.
no messages from an uknown sender.

this dream was very realistic to me, hence it was really scary.
the layout of my 'house' in the dream is exactly the same as where im living now.
i used the same phone in my dream.
my hamsters were around.
the only thing is, my dad was living with me.
it was the only incredible thing. but still, the dream felt real.
when i woke up in my bed crying, i was so so afraid that what i had dreamt of was actually real.
i felt really desperate and heartbroken.
i was only relieved when i realised it was only a dream.
phew-
and because of this dream, i have learnt to treasure the friends around me MORE.
you cant take friends for granted.
even your family as well.
so even though it was a horrible nightmare, it made me learn some important values.
but i shant say who's this 'friend' of mine who appeared in my dream.
or at least for now. maybe if many are interested to know then i will say. haha.

today i went window shopping at suntec and marina with my mum and brother.
fell in love with this addidas shoulder bag. <3
yay! i think i shall get it with my birthday money(:(:(:
then i'll have TWO addidas bags. x)
and also saw the new generation PSP. it was light blue!!!
i want that too! $309. shall go persuade someone to get it for me. (:
and also saw the bleach PSP game.
which i really really want. :D
so, i think i shall ask for PSP plus the bleach game from someone for my birthday present. (: yayaye.
okay ignore what i just said.
i was just drooling over my material wants.
but it's been a long time since i bought something for myself.
sigh...

checking papers in two days time, dont really wish to know the results.
afterall, they're prelims and if they're not good i think i may cry.
so those around me please prepare lots of tissues for a waterfall like me.
or just make me smile so i wont cry.
sometimes, it's easy for me to tell others not to cry, but i dont know if i can do it myself.
yeah crying over results is a stupid thing to do but sometimes, it's a subconcious thing.
so, i might cry without my own permission to do so.
hope everything goes well though. (: